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Jexar Peter Fable

[/size][b][size=24]ι[/size] think you need glasses, I'm a...[/b][size=9]
male

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19

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June 3rd

[/size][b][size=24]α[/size] lot of people say I'm...[/b][size=9]
aloof and serious, but I don't care what they think. There's a reason I'm so disconnected from the rest of the world, and if people took the time to get to know me, I'd tell them the goddamn story. I speak with a trace of a British accent, from growing up in the UK until when we were fifteen. What few friends I've had, I've been fiercely loyal to them. Probably a trait I learned from my brother. It's rare to see me laugh, much less smile, but if you can, it's rumored my smile is contagious.

[/size][b][size=24]ι[/size] grew up...[/b][size=9]
as the younger of two twin boys to the best parents anyone could ever ask for, Peter and Maryann Fable. My twin, Adam Robert Fable, was the best friend a guy could ask for, and he made up for my quiet persona. He was outgoing, a real people person. Best damn runner I've ever seen. Took second in state his junior year, first his senior year.

Eight days after we graduated, he got in a car accident.

Wasn't his fault, y'know. He was sober; never drank, never got high. Being around people made him the happiest I've ever seen.

We got the call from the hospital, saying there had been an accident and Adam was in critical condition in the ER. I still remember that night clearly... Dad was driving, Mum was sobbing, and I felt nothing. Life passed in slow motion. Voices were muted; all I heard was my own heartbeat. I wasn't even aware if I was breathing anymore.

Half an hour of waiting later, a somber doctor stepped out into the too-clean room and announced that I no longer had a brother. Mum burst into more tears, clinging to my father, and my father was there, the strongest one of us all. My throat was dry, my head was pounding. I had been sitting at home, listening to music, and Adam had been suffering in here, in this godforsaken place, fighting for his life.

Months passed. I was supposed to have gone off to college, but my parents told me I could spend a year at home working if I wanted to. Truth is, I was so much a wreck at that point that I didn't even know if I [i]wanted[/i] a future. I had contemplated suicide... joining my brother. But when it came down to it, I knew I didn't have the guts.

I could never hold down a job, much less pull myself together long enough to work for eight hours. So instead, I turned to music. Not just listening, but playing, too. Guitar. I got to be pretty good.

The entire time I was mourning Adam, I ate. I ate away my sorrows, thinking that I had to eat for the both of us. I also started working out more, knowing it's what Adam would have been doing. Working out kept me slim, so I didn't feel so guilty about eating more than enough.

One day, I got a letter in the mail. I never was one to receive letters, especially these days. Upon opening it, I read that I had been invited to go on a cruise. I contemplated not going, but knew that Adam would have wanted me to go. So I packed up my bags and left town to board the ship.

[/size][b][size=24]т[/size]his here is...[/b][size=9]
Captain, my Carvanha. He jumped onto the boat's deck during the cruise, I threw a Pokeball at him, and he's mine now.

[/size][b][size=24]ι[/size] came from...[/b][size=9]
Blackthorn City

[/size][b][size=24]ω[/size]hat I hear inside my head is...[/b][size=9]
[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDWgsQhbaqU&ob=av3e]Welcome to the Black Parade - My Chemical Romance[/url]

[/size][b][size=24]т[/size]he enemies who strike are...[/b][size=9]
None

[/size][b][size=24]т[/size]hey say we're lovebirds, me and...[/b][size=9]
None

[/size][b][size=24]т[/size]he elusive dream of mine is...[/b][size=9]
to finally get over the death of my brother

[/size][b][size=24]т[/size]he sin I committed is...[/b][size=9]
gluttony

[/size][b][size=24]σ[/size]oh, I absolutely adore...[/b][size=9]
- Food
- Music
- Remembering my brother
- Girls (though I'm still rather shy around them)

[/size][b][size=24]υ[/size]gh, I utterly despise...[/b][size=9]
- loud people
- talking when I don't have to
- when people bring up something small thinking it compares to my pain
- pity
- pudding

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[align=right][color=plum][size=8][i]"...just leave me alone."[/size][/color][/i][/align]

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