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My winter vacation was taken away from me when I signed up for driver's ed and now I'm getting the full effects of it. I feel drained and cheated from my vacation. I demand a refund (not by any of you. I need to vent my feelings.). The weekends feel short and the weeks feel too long. Nights go by too quickly and I don't feel I'm getting the rest that I usually get. I feel too much is expected by me from everyone I know and I want to lock myself up in my room and stay there until I feel entirely rested from all this chaos. scream
I think the other part of my problem is that I don't have snow. We've only had two snow storms and they didn't last for that long. Unlike everyone else I know, I want snow just to have snow. If we get a day off from school, all the better. I'm almost sick from lack of snow; snow-fever (oxymoron! xp ).
The other part of the problem is that I'm probably taking on too many responsibilities that are adult-like. But I think I can safely say that it is not entirely my fault. I mean, yea I signed up to do all this stuff, but I have have to in a way so that colleges will look at it and say "Hey, wow, look. Here's this kid who has a great potential to add something worth while to this school. Let's accept her."