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So. I've been kinda bummin. My roleplaying, or lack thereof, has really brought me down.
Now; why roleplaying is like dating. So say you meet this happening dude (Best roleplay of your time you dig? I mean like, it's at your standards, there is so much space for character growth, the people are pleasant, your OoC is lively, not only will it be fun to roleplay but you've got space to grow and learn) and you guys have a quick run. I mean like a week and you think this bit is gonna last (same with roleplaying, you think its gonna last) and it doesn't. He (Or she I ain't judgin) dumps you faster than I dump calculus. Now your mad bumming, I me mean mad. You didn't think he was the one (ya ain't that crazy) but ya sure to s**t thought there was gonna be a good run...and ya heart is just broken. So you go around crashin with these other dudes (smaller, roleplays, generic go to responses, minimal mental stimulation you know, just to keep you around) but its not the same.
Now, you don't feel like going back out and hunting (the effort and the potential of failure, you see how quick some great RPs hit the pavement) and you know, for awhile it dies. The desire dies.
Now, all this ranting is why Iunno...my desire to get on gaia is dying in a big sorta way. I mean, some people are like URGH! NO EFFORT AND YOU SHANT RECEIVE and I'm like but effort leads to disappointment
You lot dig? So, Iunno. I'm tired of logging on and not having a reason to...
Now wait, wait, wait for me, please hang around
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