Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I was on my way to finishing the AA
Then my dreams of a better life pulled me astray
I took a trip to the south all by myself
Put all of my future plans on the shelf
Watched em tumble down and fall on each other
Madness from within reacted like a bomb
Blowing up everything I hoped would come true
Now, I'm nothing and forlorn without you
Declaring war on my past and loved ones
Only shocked my mind with a stun gun
Now, I'm drifting away as no one
Wishing I could have done this all over again
...Just to find a way to be with you and win
I have been falling down the same hill
Since I lost sight of what gives me such a thrill
...Just having my hotties embrace me as a friend
Stablizing thine inner self so we can still pretend
That we are destined to be together as one united force
...Yet in the end, we always lose touch
Cuz I just ******** everything up way too much
So, when will I finally be set free from this useless brawlin?
...Perhaps after the closure of 2011...the year of the fallen