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It seems i have a hard time being happy. I am not sure why this is but its true. I just dont feel happy anymore. unless im with i of a very few people. happiness is not the only feeling ive been living without. sadness is also gone too. the only feeling i still have is anger. i feel anger towards everybody nowadays it sucks i dont know why either. its like i feel so numb. i dont know what to do about it either. im good at hiding it though so it doesnt effect everybody around me. im good at acting happy when im around people i care about but its often hard to act around people im really close to (katelyn) because they just know when my feelings are off.