o.k i feel like s**t, again!
the guy from the pervious entry is being mean, and i understand, it's just i feel like even more s**t then before, i starting to think that after sakura-con i should never see him again, quite litealy.
it seems that every time i speak to him, and see him i feel worst then before, and it just adds up over time, i've even considered running away so i would never have to bother my friends again, sort of start over in life.
i've been needing to, but i want to do it when it' would be a good time, you know have money, and a possible idea as to where to go, but with the way i am i wouldn't ever end up doing it. all i know is that i can't keep bothering people around me, and maybe, just maybe i could restart somehow
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