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I'm lonely, But I've always been lovely, So why does it matter now? Because I can't just fill the void with what others want, and just be there. This place... No place is right for me... I've got no where I belong, I could remove my self on almost... or all of my friends list, and I know none of them would noticed, Jessi... and Lust maybe. But I'm sure no one else would. I hate where live... I like being in Canada... But non of my friends are in Canada... The Cost would be far to great to go see them... I just wish... I wasn't alone anymore...

It's sad, when I got Monster Hunter Unite, and got my self a Cat to hunt with me, I catch my self muddling to it, Simple things of course. Like "Sorry" When I hit it, and "What are you doing." When it runs off. "Nice find" When it started looking for an item in a place, I never knew about. I cheer it on when it's fighting something, and I can't aid it at the moment...

What is worse, is it's my fault I am lonely... I do what others want of me to please them so They may hang around me some more, I try to act... like an over the top person, being formal in a place like this... I'm not sure how to act, or what I like... I just do stuff... to fit in...

I wonder how many people are going to start reading this, and just go "Whatever" To it... Heh. whatever, indeed...