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...I sit here and stare in to my keyboard. A loss of a friend weighing heavy in my heart. I finally come back to pain. Pain I had stayed away form. pain I started to forget. I should never forget my worth... or lack of. I don't deserve friends, family. I should simply die. But that would be the easy way out... I much live with my pain my mistakes. For it is the only way I can lead a life. lost in the pain I've made for others.