I don't know why my immune system is so down. Hm. Must still be fighting off whatever I caught while visiting my sister. Its annoying, but the worst should be coming to an end.
Still need a job; still no calls from prospective employers. I'm debating on applying to Stream. It's half an hour away but it seems like one of the more likely places to get hired around here. I just hate that I'll have to answer the phone. Phone calls are the devil. But they train you, so maybe it isn't so bad. I just NEED to start getting an income, so I can save up for Texas. Because that's right...going to grad school at SFA after all. I made my decision and I'm not going back on it...unless they call and say I'm not in the program. Which would suck. I'm sooooo incredibly excited! They gave me an e-mail account. ^^ It's all new, shiny and stuff! I applied for Finanical Aid yesterday. Now I just need the snail-mail confirmation of my status as a graduate student. Can't wait! Then I will celebrate...until then, I'm afraid I'll just be nervous. The Secretary has said one way or another if I am in the program, only that she was trying to get me into the Spring semester with a few other people. I told her I want to start in Autumn. Maybe that changed things.
I should be getting something soon. I should, I should. I can barely contain myself with excitment. She's no longer the focal point of my ambition...its...I don't know what it is about that region of Texas, but I'm absolutely in love with it. I can't get the campus, the trees, or the surrounding woodlands out of my mind. Its stunning. And I felt comfortable there.
It will be awkward, seeing her around. Its bound to happen. I'll just so what I normally do when encountering ex bfs/gfs: look right through them, or hold a short polite conversation and move on. It would probably be more comfortable for us both if we did a polite conversation...or some acknowledgement of the other's existence. To strive to ignore each other would cause unnecessary tension. I'll have enough on my plate. I can't wait to meet the cowboys down there! And the girls. It will be so exciting. I want to re-vamp my wardrobe in glamrock/vogue fashion. Stylish but a step up from the Goth/Punk look I've been doing for years. A tad more professional while maintaining my unique identity. As far as being unique is possible, that is. But all my clothes are designed for the North East...for winter wonderland and what not. It boggles my mind, thinking that I won't need to bring a winter coat! No parkas necessary. xD
Its the waiting period that is KILLING me. I want to move already! But that will have to wait until the end of Summer. Unless they permit me to move in earlier...I'll look into it. Whatever the case, it will be inconvenient to my parents. But you know what? I don't care. I can't allow my life to revolve around them, I'll miss all sorts of opportunities. They'll just have to get over it. *jumps up and down clapping* Soooo excited!!!
_Karmilla_Dresden_ · Thu Jan 21, 2010 @ 08:10pm · 0 Comments |