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why do i feel this way?
when i talk to her, when i see shes on...my heart races at the speed of light. i cant expain it. im not used to this. feeling so strongly for another human, let alone a girl. im not used to love. i feel like im crashing, falling out of the sky. seeing the world like everyone else. no longer numb to it. i feel things. i care about her more than i truely want to. its painful, this feeling. i hate it yet it feels so damn good. i want her. i want to hear her call me hers, i want to be able to tell every1 shes my girl. wat wud happen if i asked her? if i told her i love her so much. wud she laugh at me? just turn around and leave? is it worth the risk? i need to kno. wat sud i do? do we belong together? wait dont answer that. i want to dream. to wish. emo
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