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*headdesk*

so it's my first journal entry so i should be all sugary bubblegum happy shouldn't i? Well, WRONG.

Life's an epic fail at the moment and i just don't want to be happy dammit.

How come every guy that i really like always hurts me? It sucks crying
So there's this really awesome emo dude at our school (And keep in mind, my town is very small and half the population is hicks.) and i really like him.
So i've been waiting for my friend to break up with him and she finally did.
But she was upset and hugged him.
So that made him confused so he didn't know if he was single or not now.
So i asked my friend about it when he was there.... and she didn't say anything.. she just sat there...
She's basically just leading him on, making him think they're still together when she just doesn't give a crap about him.
And it's ticking me off....
She also said that she didn't want to hurt him again by saying it's really over.
well, it's going to hurt him more when he finds out she's just using him...
ugh, i don't like this *headdeskx2*

okay, enough of my whinning....
P3trah signing off! *peace*