he doesn't care why do I? must force myself to stop worrying and caring.
he doesn't want me, I'm just in the way and IDK why it took me so long to
realize that. this is really similar it's scary.
why do I keep checking? I will not call! danm it, I do have other stuff going on!
why can't I go my own way? why do I keep coming back to this? why do I keep
beating myself up over it?
I have people that care a lot about me, sadly they seem worried about the wrong people getting in our way. and yet I still find it very romantic and it does mean a lot
to me, even that doesn't make me change my current alwful ways. I won't end my "fun" until I feel ready to go "back?" and no one will make me. I don't want to be forced into it, pushed into a life of regret.
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