My other Grandfather finally died too.
I know I was supposed to be sad, but I'm not.
Wanna know why?
He had Alzheymer? Alright, I believe he can live with that.
He broke his hip and wasn't able to walk for some time? And due to his age he probably wouldn't be strong enough to walk again when he recovers? Well, let's buy him a wheelchair. He can still live with that.
He got a migraine and lost movement of the left half of his body? Oh well, a little harder, but--
He started losing movement of the other half?
He can't speak anymore?
He almost can't move anymore at all and began looking like a skeleton wearing skin?
He is in pain from infections but doesn't have strenght to even wimper in pain anymore?
He can't eat from the mouth anymore without some of it going to his lungs and needs to have an operation so the food is given directly to his stomach?
He lost his sight?
Am I the only one here that thinks he should have died two or three years ago already?
I mean it. It has been so long since I couldn't stand seeing him anymore and started avoyding when my father called me to visit him.
It's not like I'm not sad, but I believe it is much better for him to just go.
· Sun Nov 08, 2009 @ 09:41am · 0 Comments