I saw him again today. Gave him a ride to walgreens, publix, and back to his friend's house. I'm relieved he made it out of court. So very relieved. He has another court date, but at least he's making it out one at a time... He kissed me twice today... They were just little pecks, but it was something... We held hands the whole time I drove... (Yes, it was complicated to drive... But I liked LOVED it...) He kept telling me he loved me... It hurt so much to hear that... But it made me smile even though I ended up crying after he left again... He saw/heard me crying... He said bye very quietly and looked at me sadly... Then he just gave me my lighter and closed the door... It's not healthy for me to see him so much... But it hurts so good... It hurt so much when he left... I wanted a hug from him... He gave me a one armed hug in the car before he left... Not much of a hug... But I guess it's better than nothing... When I saw him Monday... He kissed his fingers and smiled softly, and waved at me instead of saying bye... That made me smile... This isn't healthy... So not healthy... But I like love it...
demonic kisses · Sat Oct 03, 2009 @ 07:43am · 0 Comments |