Yesterday I saw him. We hung out for a couple hours. He kissed me... I broke down in tears. God I miss him... I miss being with him for hours... I haven't eaten much since he left me last monday... Haven't been sleeping well either. Wasn't able to write or talk about it really until now... Even so, not easy... I think I'm getting sick because of this. Head hurts... Tummy feels sick... I get hot and cold flashes... I can't breathe sometimes... I get shakey... Seeing him was good for me. But it made me miss him more... Maybe if he makes it out of court... Maybe he'll want me back... Heh.. Doubt it. I'm not much to want...
demonic kisses · Wed Sep 30, 2009 @ 07:34am · 0 Comments |