Well its off to Cali once more to be with my family. Now thats not the issues i'm having with going to Cali its that i'm going at such a bad time. My moms gotten really sick again. They had to put her on a resperator and keep her sudated so she won't pull out her breathing tube. They Also have to keep her mouth open just a bit so she wont cut of the flow of air. Thing are starting to go down hill.. I mean first my Dad when i was 15 now my moms really sick my grandpa died two months back.. Hows a girl sapposed to deal with the hardship of life. I hope to .. Stay strong and not stuble to much.. After all my parents have always had high hopes for me. Having this all said in done.. I'm now 20 its been five years since papa.. And I hope it will be 20 or more years before my mother joins him. Thats just wishful thinking I know but for those of you who Pray please hope for her recovery.
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