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Ah, gosh, I swear, it's like Billie was thinking of me while writing: "Restless Heart Syndrome", okay, well maybe there's a few parts that aren't exactly me, but gosh it sure feels like it...sighs heavliy... sad
Gah, soemtimes I just wanna run away from everything, ya know?...sighs once more...DOIK! stressed Ah, how could I say that? Sheesh...'I need to keep going' I think to myself...Then again, sometimes I wanna smack myself for being so selfish! Internally I scream at myself and beat myself up scream and then I wonder why I turn out the way I do? emo Gah, I really feel stupid sometimes...sheesh...I have all these little internal arguments...Sorry...I can't believe what I say sometimes though...Ya know? We say things like "Oh, I wanna run away from everything", but you have to rethink that and realize that if you stick with it, you can actually do more good than harm...Why litter the world with more sadness by running away or commiting suicide? If you think about it, if you stick with it, you can later help people that were in similar situations like you...if that doesn't work for you...What if someone else was to commit suicide because you did, or because you ran away...something to think about...
I've been there, so don't gimme that, I've held a knife to my neck, so don't gimme any crap, and if you say: "I can't stop myself", Please, just don't...I mourn every day for those families who've lost their loved ones to suicide, or other means of death...I've stopped myself, it's possible...it'll be okay...
I've always wanted to help people who were in similar situations, I--I just--I guess I'm just a softie...smiles softly...
Well, on another note, I pray and hope that everyone has a wonderful day!
~Itachi-sama-okami~
"We are but men, drawn to act in the name of revenge we deem to be 'Justice.' But when we call our vengeance 'Justice,' it only breeds more revenge...forging the first link in the chains of hatred."