guys suck! why is it you can be in love with a guy but hate them with a burnin passion at the same time? I never realized that life sucks till you get hurt, I never remembered what it was like to be hurt so bad that you didn't want to do anything but cry and never look out at the world again, why is it I'm the one that gets EVERY kind of hurt thrust upon them? why is it I'm the only one that will never find the perfect guy for me? I know what my purpose is in life, I'm never to find the one I truly love because they will love me but they will love someone else more and I'll never have to chance because they'll find true love in that person and not me...I guess I should be used to this cuz it always happens to me. they take me for a while and then when they get bored I'm tossed aside like a piece of used paper meant to be used over and over again, why is this? why? is it really that hard of a question? I'll never find out, but I won't be able to live if my bf brakes my heart and then goes to the girl he said he wouldn't be with cuz she's too far away I'll cry and then I'll die cuz I'll be alone, I'll be alone forever
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