don't think it's fair. Most of the guys I've ever liked only like girly girls. Like, the REALLY girly ones, and I just am not like that. I'm not gonna change either. It kinda upsets me though. What am I supposed to do? I just doesn't feel fair to me.

.... but then, I guess it wouldn't be fair to the girly-girls who can't change either if the tables were in my favor. MAN!!! I hate this! So much internal conflict! I don't wanna change! I can't! But sometimes I get so..... so upset about it. I know there really isn't too much I can do. Man. Why?

I dunno. I just needed to rant somewhere. This seemed like a good spot since a lot of people don't read it.

.............I'll get over it eventually.......... sad