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Okay I gots some girls after me. 1 of them has understood for some time I only want to be friends and respects that (Steph). I wouldn't mind more, at all, but I don't want it right now.
I do not want a girlfriend right now. I cannot take it. I'm pretty ******** up in that area. And yet everyone chews me out that I'm stringing the other two along, Hayley and Emma.
I have made it perfectly clear I cannot handle a relationship right now.
I can't I'll admit it.
It's not an excuse or a break up line, not something to make them feel better while I go hunting someone else, it is the god's honest truth.

I ask them every now and then to make sure:
"you know I can't handle a relationship right now, right? it's not just you and if you want someone you should go for it..."
for the response:
"I know, I know. but I dun't/do not want anyone else."

Why in the ******** does everyone keep telling me I'm leading them on and I need to choose one.

Do you have to pick between eating cake or pie when you aren't hungry?
How about what colors are going to be at your wedding when you aren't getting married?
What kind of shoes you'll wear when you lost your legs in the war!?

What the hell....
everyone keeps telling me that and I snapped yesterday and almost lost my chibi. NO ******** way! just shut the ******** up everyone! I AM NOT DATING I AM NOT DATING I AM NOT DATING!!!
does it make sense to pick a girlfriend..... when you aren't dating?