so my ex took me back about a month ago. yesterday, the 16th was our anniversary. today, the 17th is my birthday.
She dumped me today when I suggested using my birthday money to come see her.
I've never felt so unloved, unwanted, hideous, rejected, like no one can stomach the thought of my touch, hurt, suicidal (won't act on it, but it's hard to resist), Crazy, incompetent, worthless, useless, unwanted, rejected, hideous (these count for double), stupid, naive, or alone in my life.
The thought of having to actually look at me, has broken another relationship, even on today. I'm.... dead. not even mad just dead.
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Pain... so much pain.
This is where I go when I hurt. if you see a recent entree chances are I wanna be dead.
and my "private" doesnt work (found out recently)
so come in at your own risk.
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Gin Ichimaru-Taicho
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Keep your head held high and carry on smiling and stay strong smile
Your friends are all here to cheer you up and so am I, all the way, non stop, no breaks...
...we're all here for you smile 3nodding ....don't be sad