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This last week I went to Borders and peered into a new Nana volume with what hope I still cling to desperately. I only flipped through it because I don't really want to read it anymore. There was a quote I seemed to find, "Being lonely and alone are two different things." It was heart warming that someone realized that. Not many people get that. I wanted to hold it to my heart and cry. I was so happy.

There is a convention next week called Animation on Display. I am going both days. Lol, what a wonderful way to express Valentines day >.> NOT. -le sigh- I hate it so much when people tell me to be happy that I'm not in a relationship, aka the relationshit. Relationships are wonderful through the bad and the good because if you are able to get through the bad you have something even more valuable. If you are able to get through it you are even more sure that you are the one they love. The main love. Their eye. Their candy. Their wonderful moon that shines into your bedroom as you sleep or gleams on your body as you run through ocean waves. -silent sob- I WILL FIND SOMEONE ONE DAY! It will not be just anyone, I will one day be a moon. I will one day have a sun. Together there will be stars.

I tabled with my anime club officers today. It was so uplifting. I know better than to fear it now. >.< NNNNNEEEEH Vy heard me talk about how I thought she was evil back then and was all sad. She heard that I said, "I know she doesn't mean to but she comes across as evil or strict." I assured her that everything is all better now. She really is compassionate and sweet. Michelle is hilariously sweet. She's go that kind of bubbly personality that isn't too overbearing ^^ G is the TOTAL nerd that thinks he is so cool. LOL. Kinda like how Matt was when we first met. LMAO. Dude we teased G that he was like a penguin... well cause he is. I drew each of them because I had so much fun with them and like them so much. Our dynamics are promising. I learned you don't need a teacher or whatev to supervise so it's just us getting mobilized that matters <3 I can't wait. NOW I AM GONNA WORK ON THIS SERIOUSLY!