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Together forever
I heard that once
I heard it twice
That's enough
I thought dreams
Were to never come true
Then I met you
ANd it was all timed out too
Then there was nothing
Else for me to due
When you told me goodbye
My heart knew
That love wasn't meant
For a girl like me
That time doesn't heal
Or even sets you free
YOu never forget those
Wonderful times
Those beautiful smiles
Those wonderful eyes
And yet you wonder
Each and ever day
If you'll feel the same
About some one with a different name
ANd a different look
But then you think
OF all those times
The secrets that were shared
ANd the long kiss goodbyes
Then you think
What is going on
Why can't you get over it
Why can't you move on
You feel the tears
Run down your face
Wishing someone was there
To comfort and hold you
But then you see
You're meant to be alone
To live a life
Of no one
No home
So you cry even harder
Wanting to die
Leaving a wish
A soul behind
You see their face
In the memories you hold
WIshing they'd say
They never told
You it was over
Or even goodbye
But then you hear
A voice inside
Telling to move on
YOu can't just sit and cry
Telling they would want you to
Move on to another
Even though you don't
Want to be hurt again
So you look so hard
To find some close
To what you had
To what you know
But everytime you look
YOu compare them to the ex
Seeing how the ex
Was better than now
Then you try
To make it work
Only to find
They crush you into dirt
Then you wish
Just for the ex to say hi
To say "You're my friend,
Don't you cry."
Just to see them smile
And have happily moved on
To see them joyful
Would bring you a smile
But the truth is they won't
Say a single little word
Nothing to bring you joy
Nothing to be heard
SO that every night
They pop into your mind
You wish you'd just die
Instead of having to cry
I was told I'd forget
Him in a flash
But the truth is
I haven't had the chance
He always on my mind
Bringing tears and a smile
Memories I once loved
But now hate
And these things do tire
I wish he would talk
OR even say a word
For my heart is still broken
Bt no one has heard
I pretend to be happy
Joyful and calm
But the truth is I'm depressed
And I'm not in the mood
I tried so hard
To forget
But he's on my mind
So I just long
FOr at least one more hi
One more question
And one more goodbye
But I know he won't
And will never do that
Because he's afraid
That I might be mad
ANd I should, but I'm not
ANd that's why I'm sad.