2008: i just have to say my thoughts.... i love Ian.C (only his initials).. i feel like an idiot.. i used to be good friend with him in 7th grade...... just before we drifted apart we had a conversation about if we like like each other.... .. we both agreed that we wouldnt say or date anyone till 9th grade... i am now in 9th grade.... i sorta forgot about him and then i saw someone who was really cute in the halll.... i was like "who is that sexy man that just walked by me?" i never asked but i heard someone call him "ian" and i was Shocked.. i said to myself "ian.. IAN?... thats Ian???!" he is the sweetest guy i have ever met and... i really miss him as a friend.. i rememebr all the good times we've had together...... i really miss him.. hes now a popular kid and im a loser..... compared to the girls in school i have to be the ugliest one in school.....hes really hot and nice while i am ugly and mean........ i could never be with him..... "who could ever love someone with so many mental problems?"..... help cheer me up.. whoever reads this....
well now its 2011: well my friend let it deliberately slip that i liked him... yeah i never wanted to tell him. so he politely refused, which i thought was nice. Alright thats fine i will continue my life right? Wrong.
He has been giving me death stares, telling people bad things about me, and ******** up any chance i would have for another relationship with a guy i like ( because they happen to be friends) so what the ********?... what did i do to this guy? i JUST said that i liked him, he should be flattered! why the ******** would he do all this and hate me?... ive never done a thing to the guy
Ughh
 Morbid Actuality · Thu Nov 20, 2008 @ 01:29am · 1 Comments |
