Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

ADVERTISEMENT

View User's Journal

This is a place of utter insanity.
I hate the way people think I like being the way I am, that I like having mental problems that I cant help. My ex-boyfriend cant even imagine what its like for me, only that he could'nt go to sleep. It really hurts me and I think about it all the time. Its not my fault that I make up ways to stay awake because I am terrorfied to go to sleep. Or that I like to destroy stuff when I am in pain. Or that the sight of blood calms me. I know its not "right" or "sane". I know I am insane and not right in the head but people dont have to act like I love being this way and that I can help it. Then he tells me that the reason why I act the way I do is because I have not been punished enough in my past...All my past ever was, was punishments! Sometimes I just wish I was dead, that way it would all be over and that stupid people wouldnt be able to ever hurt me again...






User Comments: [2]
zombiemaster75
Community Member





Thu Nov 13, 2008 @ 10:14pm


Please remember that i care for you no matter what happens to you. I wish i could be there for you more often

Zombie


I am Lord michael
Community Member





Mon Dec 01, 2008 @ 03:54pm


You need to make a new journal entry babe. Love you, I'm almost there! ^_^


User Comments: [2]
 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum

Customize your own avatar now!

Join Now

Have an account? Login Now!