I cannot believe that after all the work; all the effort, everything that I've done to help, all of it, just a waste of time! For weeks, or months, I'm not good with times, I've spent my time, my brain power, listening, helping, giving what you needed. And for what? To be blown off as soon as the chance arose? You've got to be ******** with me! We got far, I thought you would have made it to the finish, but no. You ended back at the beginning. And what good will that do you, hm? It won't, and you refuse to listen to reason. You think irrationally, you act on impulse, you won't listen! There is no hope left. You think what you do is going to make you happy, but in reality, you're just making yourself miserable. All your effort will be in vain. You will go so far, go so high, just to be brought right back down. You and your precious queen. We know we don't matter in your eyes. Stop telling us we do. Stop spreading your lies. I'm tired of hearing it. Too long have I had to, too long have to spread your filth. I'm done. It's too much to handle, and you aren't even adding a little effort to it. Don't ask, don't beg. I'm gone. You used all your chances, and you won't get more. I can't let that happen. Those patterns won't be repeated by me for as long as I live.
Fell Apart · Thu Nov 13, 2008 @ 06:12am · 0 Comments |