This is the first part of my poetic duet, written amongst the time after a graduation and the realization of leaving a crush behind.
It is now all over.
I had a great time.
Now I wish,
That I had made the most of it.
But it’s too late.
They all say that it is never too late,
Never too late to have a first kiss.
Never too late to have a first crush.
Never too late to have a first boyfriend.
But sometimes there is a too late.
Today is the day that I leave,
The day that I will never see you again.
I know now that I should have followed my heart,
And not my conscious,
Or my friends.
Everyone says that one day it will all change,
But right now, it is not.
Right now, I am in love,
And the one I love does not love me,
But another.
I promised him that I would not be sad,
Now I cannot help it.
I promised that I would not be sad around him,
But right now, I will never see him again,
Therefore, I am going to be sad.
I cannot help but be sad,
He does not understand.
He does not understand how much I really love him.
He does not understand that my feelings are true.
I love him with all my heart.
I love dearly, truly, without going astray.
And he is not in love with me, but with the one next to me.
He says that he wants to heal his heart,
By being with her.
But she does not care for him at all.
He believes that she does and just does not want to hurt me,
But it is already too late.
My heart is broken.
Broken by him not accepting my love.
It is the worst that I have ever felt.
Being rejected by him is the worst that has ever happened,
I never want it to happen again.
He told me to look for another,
That could replace him.
But all my heart wants,
Is him.
And I will never be able to have him.
All because of her.
She is my best friend.
Before my love began,
I encouraged their love.
But now it was then,
When I started to love him.
I did not notice until now.
And now I wish I never did.
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I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me.