A poem written when I had been ignored by a secret crush oh so many years ago.
It seems to me that the one I love has forgotten me.
I wonder why.
It has been several weeks since it was that day,
The day that I had to say good-bye,
Forever.
I know that it really is not forever,
But it feels like it right now.
I feel as if I no longer exist to him.
Have you ever felt like you do not exist?
That you don’t even exist to the one you care about most?
It is tearing me apart.
My heart is crushing…
All because I haven’t heard his voice.
I want to hear is voice so badly,
So badly, his face is still in my mind.
When he smiles and mostly when he is laughing.
I want to put a voice to his face…
I guess I did not talk to him enough.
I wish that I took all of those chances to talk to him,
Never the less, I did not.
Instead I sat there fumbling over what to say and,
The fact that he was sitting beside me.
If only I had talked to him…
It’s surprising at that fact that one little thing an change anything,
And everything.
If I had talked to him… maybe,
Just maybe, I would be happy.
If I had talked to him all of those times,
Then I might be his girlfriend right now…
If only I did…I wish I did…
There I go wishing again.
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Dark_Vampiric_Nausicaah
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I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me.