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	life is s**t...not chocolates this is not for the light-hearted...that's for sure. i am a lyricist, and basically write about things that would be considered something written by an emo person. but then i am always misslabeling things. this is also to be treated like a blog

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	bad karma


i love john. very much. but the fights have to stop. i don't know how, or what, i can change to make that happen, or if i can do anything. i just want us to be happy. my life....i mean the past is over. done. i don't have to deal with it anymore. ever again. but i still feel like total crap. a lot of the stuff we fight about is my fault too. like me taking two keflexx today. he knows me...and hes mad that i did that, and i don't blame him, but oh...i don't know.i am really tired...and done. shoot me down but i will return, kill my heart and you won't see me again. ashtii26 · Wed Sep 03, 2008 @ 06:44am · 1 Comments


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shoot me down but i will return,
kill my heart and you won't see me again.

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Wed Sep 03, 2008 @ 07:53am

the only thing you should change is your outlook on life, I.E. it is not s**t. life is what you make it. the past is just that, past, forget about it and move on. as for the keflexx thing, you are going to talk to people when your on here theres no way around it, if this guy hurt you somehow than he's a d**k and needs to go jump in a lake, otherwise john needs to let up a little after all this is a community website. i may not know your life story but i do know that all relationships are stressful and if you or john need to vent look me up.

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