So I'm sitting here while Greg (You know... the guy I love) is out getting donuts. I want to write journals from now on, yeah I know lame right? Anyway this is my first one and I'm flabbergasted on what I should write about.
It's been a year since I've graduated from high school and the majority of you reading this (if anyone even reads this) its also your one year anniversary from graduation. It feels like so much time has passed since graduation and I feel even stupider than I did in Highschool. I feel as if I've gotten even stupider because I've gone to college I think it has to do with just me not adapting to college yet or I really am just getting stupider. I say I want to be a science teacher when I "grow up" but even then I'm not so sure if that's what I want, I don't know where college is going to take me or if it even is going to take me somewhere. I know I have to go to college if I want to get somewhere but I feel bad for taking money out of my moms wallet to continue. Before anyone says "Get a job" I can't because of my little sister, I'm like her dad.
She relies on me everyday and I provide for her, she's more than a sister to me, like my daughter. I have no problem taking care of her and I do it with a (evil) smile on my face. (I'm her older brother so of course I have to tease her and be a mean... but CARING older brother.) So Greg just walked in and he left the donuts in his car... I wanted to eat one right now... So back to my boring story, I take care of my sister and even though I do it with a (evil) smile on my face I still feel like s**t. I have no problem acting as her father and hopefully replacing him but I shouldn't have to because of my dad. He showed up at our house earlier today because he was out spoiling my sister and younger brother. He walked in holding Gillian's (that's my sisters name) excited hand and she showed him the upstairs of the house. Of course seeing that my... uh dad... was going upstairs I followed and once I got upstairs he turns back and says to me "It's not like I'm going to steal anything"... Okay that's not a good thing to say... I'll just stop here about my dad before I get angry, I'm worse than the Hulk when I'm angry.
I just typed what came to my mind so you're probably not going to read it! See ya next time!
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Even though I'm still stuck in high school, I too feel like my brain is dimming down on me...must be a new fad, huh? How will my brain be when I graduate...O.O
Your a good older brother with an evil grin. Your sister will be thankful for having you help her later on, even if she doesn't say it. Trust meh. Being a younger sibling myself, I feel really grateful that Sonia helps and takes care of me even now, except I hardly ever say so.
You're doing a good job with managing college and especially caring for your sister, don't be so hard on yourself!
P.S. Those doughnuts were yummy mrgreen