Reality is a strong word. It can mean something different to everyone. I don’t truly understand the meaning of reality myself. What does it mean to me? Well, part of my reality is that I’m loved by my family and friends. I am an artist and a dreamer. Things don’t always go as I want them to and I have come to peace with that fact. I can be very smart, but only when I want to be. During hard times or even when I’m sad, I need a push to get me to move on and pull myself together. Music is a must in my life, also with love; without these, I am lost. I need attention and am not afraid to ask for it. The things I do don’t always make sense to me and sometimes are not wise. I am a poet and a loving person. I try to please everyone around me when I get the chance. I see myself as different, but not superior to others. I try to be myself in all I do and not those surrounding me. I have my own personality. There are things that I dislike about myself, even things that I hate about myself, whether it’s the decisions I’ve made or the things I’ve done. For those things, I am trying to forgive myself each and everyday. We are all imperfect, so I try to remember that and not hold a grudge or anger or resentment towards others who have done wrong towards me. I love my family and was taught well by my mom as a child. I am still learning everyday, every hour, and every second. I consider life as unfair and unpredictable, but not run by fate. These things and many more affect my daily life. I believe that these serve as my reality.
Nagai Tomodachi Community Member 
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