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Didn't Want to Fall in Love
I never wanted to fall in love To catch an angel that has fallen from above I never wanted to feel the pain So for love, I felt nothing but disdain
I rejected all my suitors Rejected my admirers None of their attention I wanted Their so-called love for me, uninvited
But then you came along And it didn't take very long I fell for you and I fell hard Oh why did I let down my guard?
I never thought this was how it felt That with a single glance, I would suddenly melt How ironic my situation is All suddenly craving for your passionate kiss
I have finally found what was always amiss To be in love is complete bliss
[A poem I wrote in the request of my friend.]
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Smile and Be Strong
My mother when I was three My father when I was twelve My brother died just a few moments ago Leaving me all by myself
In front of my house, I collapsed and cried I just couldn't believe it That my whole family has died
My best friends try to comfort me But it was just no use I have lost nearly all my emotions Due to this horrible news
After a while, I met him The man who will bring back my smile The man who will take me out of my sorrowful state After knowing me for just a while
Just when I realized I had fallen for him He suddenly had to go I wish I had known that stopping him was simple Just as simple as saying, "No."
In front of my house, I collapsed and cried I couldn't believe I lost him too Through the darkness, he was my guide
I went back to my sorrowful self The way I was before I met him I lost my smile and my laughter And the sparkle in my eyes went dim
I locked myself up in my room Where I stumbled upon his letter After reading it, I knew He was trying to make me feel better
I promised to myself That it wouldn't take long I promise to you I will smile and be strong
[Just a poem I wrote when I was bored. The first half was basically based on "Wounded," a CCS FanFiction, but of course I changed a few things to make it make sense.]
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My Dearest Deceased Mother
You used to be so strong and energetic But now you're so weak and sick You were the one the virus just had to pick
For you, we did cry We didn't know when you would die None of us wanted to say our final goodbye
In that lonely room, you lay Each and every day Yet you continued to smile and be gay*
Each time I'd remember you, I cry I didn't want you to die I never even got to say my final goodbye
In remembrance to you, I now write For you never gave up without a fight I just want you to know, you were our light
* = Whomsoever mocks my precious mother shall die. It means "happy."
R.I.P. Leonisa Rosales San Juan February 4, 1968 - December 1, 2004
I love you, Mom. I'm sorry I never got to say that to you before you passed away. I'm sorry I never got to show you that I loved you before you left. I'm sorry for so many things. Will you forgive me?
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No Regrets
Like a lifeless doll, you lay On the cold, hard floor Try as I may, I cannot shut out all the gore
Your body drenched with your own blood Yet there's a smile upon your face Causing my tears to flood All cascading down my face
You lived your life with no regrets Now I understand You made the call on all the bets On your own two feet, you could stand
How I envy you Even up to now Your heart was so pure and true Now I have yet to find out how
All you did was suffer Yet all you did was give I just cannot decipher How you managed to live
You lived your life with no regrets Now I understand You made the call on all the bets On your own two feet, you could stand
[Inspired by a Naruto AMV and the last volume of Guru Guru Pon-chan]
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Imaginary Can Become Reality
Daydreams aren't real Daydreams aren't true My mind will never believe it But my heart knows it's you
A figment of my imagination That's all that you are Yet standing before my very eyes Is where you are
You give me that smile That can make my knees week That sends my heart racing That I see in my mind each and every day of the week
I can feel the heat Rising up my cheeks Everything about you Strikes me meek
I try to escape I try to run away But a hand on my elbow Stops me from going my seperate way
I turn around and see you Talk to me, you wish to Now I wait for you to speak With a smile, you said, "I love you." [This is written due to the request of my friend.]
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Death, I Welcome Thee
Death is what many fear. Yet... I will gladly welcome it With outstretched arms When it comes for my tainted soul.
Death will visit us all one day. Some will die before those Who should have died first, But in the end, it will all be the same.
Death chooses its own victims. It takes control of the mind and body Of those whom we believe committed suicide. We are not to blame.
Death takes on many shapes; A fellow human, an untamed beast, A disease, even a mere accident. Believe it is never by coincidence.
All of these will describe Death, The close cousin of Misfortune, The older brother of Pain. They are the inseparable three.
So to Death, I beckon. Come, my beloved. Come. I welcome you with outstretched arms, my love. So why won't you come?
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You Will Never Know the Real Me
Happy as I may seem, What you see is an illusion. It is merely a mask Concealing the vulnerable soul within.
Violent as I may seem, What you see is an act. It is just a role I play To keep you all distant.
What you see, What you may think of me, None of them are true. Hide behind my mask is what I continue to do.
No one will ever know No one will ever see Not a single one of you Will ever know the real me.
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Behind My Facade
Every day, I wake up. Every day, I put on my mask. Every day, I live my life of pretend. It's always the same... each and every day.
No one ever notices What is behind my facade. No one ever bothers to know What is behind it.
But you, an unknown stranger, You did me a favor. You gave me what I have always wanted most. You ventured into the life I have hidden from everyone else.
You gave me hope, My newfound savior, For you had seen through me And saw what was behind my facade.
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The Darkness Within and Without
Closing my eyes, I can see the darkness. It's beckoning to me, Telling me to join their forces.
Opening my eyes, I can see my surroundings... The hatred... the violence... All the malevolence that is occuring.
So now, I close my heart. So now, I close my mind. Now, I close my eyes... Signifying the Devil's contract that I have just signed.
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SAFE
Life is too painful It's too much for me to bear I can't handle anymore of this But as always, no one cares
Drift away That's what I want to do Just fade away... From existence
The path I trod on It's too dark I'm hoping that the light is near Please come before this gets too much and I break down
Drift away That's what I want to do Just fade away... From existence
Once in a while, I come upon a mirage That the light is finally here With a hand extended to me
But that's all it is An illusion my mind conjured up Out of depression and desperation Nothing else
I'm so hopeless...
Drift away That's what I want to do Just fade away... From existence
This is too much I can't bear such Why don't you just Let me go and let me...
Drift away That's what I want to do Just fade away... From existence
I just want to lay down And close my eyes Stay that way For the rest of my life
Drift away That's what I want to do Just fade away From existence...
Stay... Asleep... For... Eternity...
[Did you guys find the title yet? It's quite simple, really...]
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The Battlefield
When blood is shed Tears will always follow For the bodies of their loved ones Have become hollow
Swords, guns, or bombs Whichever weapon they may use It will still kill no matter what The families left behind can only pray for good news
But back on the battlefield Blood is being shed Bodies are being blown up The cold, hard earth, the soldiers' deathbed
[A short poem on war.]
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Project Hemorrhage
Born an assassin With no father or mother That's because I'm not human My parent is my creator
Even before I could walk I already knew how to kill It was something I didn't care for But I must follow his will
Ever since I turned two I performed difficult missions To be the best among the best That was the highest of my ambitions
But then I made friends They made me see the light I began to think for myself For them, I will fight
My name is Project Hemorrhage An experiment into human That's what I am Against my own creator, I must win
For my freedom, I must kill To my creator, death I must bring From, his life I shall wring
My name is Mikan Sakura I am a girl with a horrible past But through the worst of the worst I have already passed
[Inspired by a Gakuen Alice FanFiction bearing the same name. Just inspired.]
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To My Dearest Best Friend [meant to be read on November 6, 2007]
Nicole is the name of my best friend This is the fifth year of our friendship We promised each other we'll be friends 'til the end That we will never let our friendship slip
She's the person I can talk to I can tell her anything and everything Of course, there are others too But with her, I've gone through so many things
Each other's flaws and differences we have accepted Each other's mistakes and sins we have forgiven There are others we have befriended But we believe our friendship is God-given
So dear Nicole, enjoy this day For it is your 13th birthday
[I was broke and gave her tons of other stuff instead...]
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Moody Wind
This cool, gentle breeze It can suddenly turn harsh. Talk about mood swings...
[I was imagining a woman PMS-ing while writing this haiku. I was laughing like crazy too.]
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A Happy Ending
I find it traitorous and wrong To like him in such a way It is with my friend that he belongs And I am never one to betray
But I can't help it Can't control my continually growing affection Soon within me, it will no longer fit So I hope nothing bad will come from my heart's future declaration
I felt so guilty that I finally confessed To my friend that we fancied the same guy When she smiled and said it was okay, I knew I was blessed She's a person I want to remain friends with until the day we die
A few weeks later, he and I could be seen together My friend also happily dating; 'twas a happily ever after.
[First stanza was about me when I liked my friend whom one of my best friends love. Felt so guilty about it...]
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Describing the Overachiever
Bushy black brown hair Styled in a simple, plain ponytail Tied up by a ribbon Or perhaps a scrunchy
Chocolate-colored eyes Surrounded by thick lashes Located underneath her majestic eyebrows In between them lies her elegant nose
Full lips That are usually closed Showing she's paying attention Or perhaps in deep thought
Tanned skin Smooth and fun to poke I really ought to tickle her more Because it's just so fun
Incredibly intelligent I envy that about her One day, I am sure of it, She will become an exceptional leader
But she's spent too much time With Kimmy and Roxy – Val is alright – That now she's more like them... Very weird...
So now this poem I must end For I can't think of anything more To describe my friend The reincarnate of Mona Lisa
[Seriously. If you just concentrate on her face, she looks like Mona Lisa, only skinnier. It's unbelievable. She denies it though, and gets mad at me when I call her that. Written due to her request, by the ways.]
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Describing My Annoying Friend
Chestnut-colored tresses Bouncing with each step Swaying freely with the gentle wind As it dances around her in a carefree manner
Hazel brown orbs Twinkling in delight Or perhaps darkening in annoyance Showing every emotion she feels
Pink lips That never seems to close It's either talking or smiling Or perhaps frowning at my single word
Pale skin Soft and radiant So fun to pinch her cheeks But even more to slap her
Annoying A word that would definitely describe her But she's just so fun to tease It's too bad I can't do it on a daily basis
Strange That she seriously is I suppose that is the reason that we get along so well The reason that we're friends
["My single word" meaning idiot, stupid, dumbass, and the sort. Written due to her constant nagging.]
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The Exit
When Death comes knocking at my door When he comes for my tainted soul I shall open wide that door And vanish from reality willingly
Throughout my life, I have suffered More than an average person does "Why is that so?" I wonder "Have I really been that bad?"
Have I committed such horrendous sins That this is what I get? Yet I continue to wonder... Why those whom are worse live a life that is better...
Tell me God, are you real? My faith in you continues to fluctuate and slowly fade For ever since I could remember You seem to have never heard my prayers
If you're truly there, All-knowing and All-seeing God Then tell me Have you ever heard or seen me cry Or perhaps hear just a single plea?
When this road becomes rocky I stumble and I cry For no one has ever been there for me To lend a helping hand
When this path becomes dark I lose my way And there is never anyone around To guide me back
Just recently, I have lost everything Everything that I cherish My family, my friends, my loved one I wait, and still, there is nothing
There's no light in this lonely tunnel I call life Nobody else either, it's just me I continue to walk towards what I hope is the exit The exit that is death
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To Escape From This Imprisonment is My Only Wish
I'm imprisoned in this forlorn, forsaken place With no companions nor hope With this, I do not know How much longer I can cope
This I have always wondered ever since I've unearthed that everything I've believed to be true was fake, "Why should I continue to live anyway When my entire existence was just a huge mistake?"
No one wanted me at all They all avoided me like the plague Until finally, my life Became just like an empty bag
A bag that used to be full Filled with many treasured possessions But each and every single one of them Were won by others... or stolen
I've cried in pain so many times Pain caused by wounds inflicted to my heart and soul I've even cried myself to sleep For in this world, I have no important role
To die is all I wish for now Although I am truly no longer alive... I wish to stop feeling this pain... No longer to physically survive...
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More Poems Are Coming Soon! I Just Have To Find Them... And "Trapped" Was One Of My Best Too!!! Anyways, I'll Be Writing Some More Throughout The Years, So Check My Journal From Time To Time For Another Entry Of Poems. Thanks For Reading!
_oXo_Rose_of_Death_oXo_ · Mon Dec 31, 2007 @ 07:43am · 0 Comments |
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