December 27, 2007, marks the day of my death. If you still wish to talk to me, just leave a message. It will be sent straight to hell, where I am.
A new mask. A new facade. We'll see if I'll be acting differently at school. The possibility is high that I will be. It's really the only way... I've been extremely emotional this past week, crying more than my share, and putting out a cold, uncaring front will at least make me not feel vulnerable. I don't want to end up breaking down. I don't. And... it's just not something that I want to share.
(To My Best Friends,
I know best friends are supposed to tell each other everything, but everyone has to keep something to themselves, don't you think? This is what I've decided to keep to myself. Please don't force it out of me. If you do, I WILL break down.)
So if you notice that I'm acting emo and distant at school,and not my usual hyper self, then you know why. At least partly.
I'll appreciate the concern. Really, I would, but I'd like it even more if you all just left me alone by myself. I'd most likely still be hanging out with the usual people, but I'm just going to watch them have fun, I suppose.
Thanks for reading.
 _oXo_Rose_of_Death_oXo_ · Mon Dec 31, 2007 @ 07:03am · 2 Comments |
