Alone? You can't even begin to imagine what the word could mean. If you ever think you've been or felt alone, then you're wrong. Really wrong. Alone is when you are in a room full of people, and the only conversation you're having is with the people in your head, or the ghosts around you. Alone is when people like to pretend they understand you, when, in truth, they're too ******** stupid to know where to begin.
Which brings me to another point. What is with everyone. Why is it, that the only intelligent conversation I've had lately was between me and a Raven? Yes, you're reading correctly. I understand them. I don't give a ******** what you think about it either. And I don't mean "speaking" to it, and I don't mean it "spoke" to me. I mean, we connected. Mentally, somehow, and we spoke telepathically. It's weird really. When you normal people like ot think humans are the most intelligent creatures on earth. When I, can look at a little beetle, voyaging across my tile floor and wonder things like:
Where is it going?
Why is it going there?
What does it think about?
What does it know?
And so many other things I can even write down. Living life the way I do. That's a challenge. When you have to deal with people who pretend they know or understand, with people who are incapable of intelligent though and speech. With people who are always the same, they'd never be caught wondering about, how does this work, or, why does this produce this result. People who aren't even capable of asking questions becasue they can't risk not knowing something. I feel so boxed in by these people, by everyone, becasue in truth, my truth, my logical thinking, my wondering questions, they really don't even see. I don't mean that they don't see the over 7 billion different shades and colors we do. I mean that the don't see, as n, they're too ******** dense to understand anything past:
"Hey, I can see my feet!" or
"I'm insecure, so I'll put myself down to get attention." or
"I'm insecure, so I'm going to make others feel bad!" And s**t like that, which holds no logical reasoning behind it. No truth. Never any ******** truth. You know what I got told recently?
"I thought you would never see things my way!"
Well of course I never will. You make no sense, and the simplicity of your thoughts hurts me. I can't think like you, you see, my mind works differently than yours does. I think using questions, you think using your one-digit IQ. I ask questions, because I don't care if people know I don't know, how something works, or, how something happens. I think that, saying how smart youa re, and boasting about good grades, really, has nothing to do with it. If you're smart, like I am, then you can tell people. Smart means that you ask questions, so you can know, how something works. Smart means that you don't need to depend on others for advice. Smart is when you can see things going on that others can't. When you can understand what can come from a certain event that may have taken place. Or an event that may take place. When you can feel a connection with someone or something that can't communicate with you in any other way.
Anyways, I feel like stopping for a while, but, there'll be more later, you'll see, there'll be more.
And, when you decide to post your little comment in my journal, how:
"You feel exactly the way I do." or
"I talk to animals too!"
I don't want your bull-s**t, or your sympathy. If you're going to post a comment in my journal, make it something that I may actually give a rats a** about first okay? Try to think for more than two seconds before you type something.
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