i focus on the pain..thats the only thing thats real...
Sometimes when i say "I'm fine" i want someone to look me in the eyes and say "tell the truth..."
I love walking in the rain because no one knows i'm crying
I don't run from you, i walk away slowly. And it kills me because you don't care enough to stop me.
All the scars on my arm...don't worry. They're little notes to remind me how many times you broke my heart.
I am worthless
I hate myself
I hate my life
Theres is no reason to live.
Love is the slowest form of suicide.
Sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeah i'm smiling..
but inside...i'm dying...
Tell my friends that i'm dead and it won't be long before you forget my name..
I'll be your best kept secret, but your biggest mistake.
Don't worry, i'll be fine..just let me slice my wrists..one last time.
It hurts so much to love you the way i do, and to look at you and realize how much you don't care.
I'm use to being lonely..its the only thing i can rely on these days...
Things to do today:
1. Get up
2.Survive
3.go back to bed
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me...then i wanna see you limp away...
My pain is self-choosen...
Lets skip past the the sad phrases like "Alone in the world" or"Nobody cares" or "i'm not okay" lets just get to the point..
I'M EMO!...now leave me alone to die inside..
I'm just to scared, to get close to anyone...every guy who said "I'll love you forever"...left..
Sometimes i stare into the dark to learn what it feels like to be dead <3
So much pain behind these dark shaded eyes...let the pain be...
Stop my breathing & slit my throat...
...i must be emo...
I want to kill myself...but i don't wanna die...
...does that make sense?
So emo...i could ******** kill you...
My heart is nothing but bruised...
Thoughts of you runs through my mind like suicide does..
Do you think that it hurts much to die?
It hurts much more to stay alive..
Hug an emo...
...might be the last hug we'll ever get..
You asked what was wrong and i smiled and said nothing
Then i turned around and whispered..everything...
i was walking through the halls and some screamed out...
"Hey! Emo kid! Stop complaining and just kill yourself already!"
thats when i pulled the gun out..
I carved your name on the bullet so people would know that you were the last thing that was going throught my mind..
Don't try to fix me....
i'm not broken...
I wish i was invisible as you make me feel.
The truth is, you could slit my throat, and with my last dying breath...i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt..
Not all scars show,
not all wounds heal,
sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels..
Don't apologize,
I hope you choke and die!
it feels so much better when you cannot feel...
 xX-Death-By-Insanity-Xx · Fri Dec 21, 2007 @ 12:03am · 0 Comments |
