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i will journalize about my life, school days, bipolar moments, & whatever crosses my mind. you can understand a lot more about me just by reading my entries. & also know that i might be adding some fragments of my diary if you ever get knowsey ^^

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oh god. i have this project due on tuesday. it's not that hard. but i can't find the information i need. D: thursday is a great band. so is their album war all the time. but finding a mother ****** interview on the album iSN'T SO SIMPLE ! gonk** i have an hour left. and then tomorrow, i've got 5 hours. so, 6 hours. D: i CAN DO THiS. it's not hard. >.< and i had like a week to do it. how pathetic. well, yesterday last night, i almost felt like shooting myself. for one very special moment, i was so happy. so light-hearted. i was flying high. never felt like that for quite a while. then, a sudden moodswing changed everything. it killed it all. i did not feel like doing something terrible to myself because of the mood, but for the sudden change itself. why does it have to be that way ? why couldn't i just live with that jubilant feeling forever ? it felt so awesome. it was terrible, though; to feel so bright, and end up so disconsolated. felt so painful. i hate it. >.< so much..... i don't want to go to school tomorrow.

Posted by: XxTANTALiZATiONxX Mon Oct 29, 2007 @ 04:11am

you can trip on my synthesizer .

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1i1dj
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Tue Oct 30, 2007 @ 02:58am

wow the whole mood swing thing made it sound like you tried drugs or something and you discovered the high and the low eek but anyways hope you finish the project since it's due like tomorrow

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Tue Oct 30, 2007 @ 06:27am

lol, what, like crank ? ooh, yeah, i'm on crystal meth. ooh. well , people said i looked and acted high today. retards.

it happened again though. ******** happy. and then i get ******** depressed... ******** killing me. ******** memories.

well, thanks for your concern. i'm nearly finished. just taking a break. hehe.
oh s**t its 10:30 pm.

kitty_Z
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Tue Oct 30, 2007 @ 03:04pm

god tiffany how do you do these pics of yours!?!?!?! they are purrty! its represents you, with your personal touch and s**t. you look puurrrrrrrrrrrrrtty in all of them!!

yea, none of us want to go to skool, im still sleepy! failing most of my classes when i knoe that im trying hard. i dont ******** get it!!!

Mma Psychopath
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Tue Oct 30, 2007 @ 05:17pm

I know how you feel, life's just a b***h most of the time.

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