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Do u think she's been messing around with other people.

In all honesty, I wouldn't know. We don't talk that much since we broke up. And realistically its none of my business anymore so...

well is she that kind of person

We were dating for two years, in all that time she never struck me as someone who just goes off and fools around, but I know I was royally screwed up myself for a few days there. I'm cool with it if she dates other people, i'm not the kind of person who'll dwell on matters for weeks on end. I'm not sure what the problem is, and it bothers me a bit, but at the same time its not major enough to get depressed over.

o so this means ur free r u cute i know i am smile

I'm not into the whole online dating scene. For all you know the people you talk to could be 40 year old men with balding hair and a beer belly... *shivers*

ya ur right did not even think about that ur smart that grl u were dating did u like like her or was it more of a fling ya no and how long were ya toghetr.

Like I said earlier, we were dating for almost two years.

wow thats along time to be dating some one was it terrible to date that long i mean the longest relationship i was in was only a year and that was painful i could not imagine 2 yikes

Not painful... it was fine until I thought through some things in my life and for a while there was the possibility of one of us moving out of state, there still is in a way. People seem to think that a quick relationship is a painless one. Its more often the opposite.

aw i'm sorry so which one of u guys would be moving

I'd probably be the one to move. I hate living in Florida...The bugs, humidity, traffic, hurricanes...the list goes on and on.

ya well i would not know do not live in florida i live in cali and i'm fine where i am

i read in ur journal that you were screwed up for a few of the days what does that mean

ya what does that mean

In other words I was an emotional wreak for a little while.

what made u feel like a emotional wreck

most likely what made him feel that way was being with is girlfriend for such a long time.

No...breaking up with the girl I was in love with for two years made me an emotional wreak. I don't love her anymore, i'm not sure how it happened or when but I just don't.

o i'm sorry now i understand

so whats up with u

Nothing really. I've come to terms with the fact theres nothing left I can say or do except get on with my life and hope she isn't too depressed. I'd like to inform you that if you want to chat or something, you could P.M. me instead. My journal's comments page is getting rather long. Thanks. biggrin