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Isa's going to hate me for this, but I can't control my dreams!

First dream was just the Zack dieing scene, but there was an even sadder aspect to it. Zack wasn't the one who was dieing. It was Cloud. They didn't switch places or anything, Cloud was still Mako-poisoned and Zack was still level-headed, so Cloud was on the ground gasping for breath, all covered in blood, and Zack was over him, yelling, "NO Cloud! You can't die! You just can't! Fight it, Cloud! Who's going to be my best friend from now on!?"

Then my mom woke me up and I moaned and clung to my plushie, all sad.

Then last night I dreamed I was in the Temple of Ancients and you couldn't say any variation of the word "two", meaning you couldn't say "to", "two", or "too" or the whole temple would shink in an instant with you still inside.

My whole family was with me, including my already dead grandparents, and I said, "Well it can't be TOO hard--"

The building made a rumbling noise and I went, "Oops...I said "too", didn't I?" So I sprinted for it, diving out of the Temple just as it began to shrunk into a pea. I passed out from all the rumbling when Blake woke me up.

"Dad...Mom...were they all...?" I asked him and he solemnly nodded. I quivered and cried "NOOOOO!"

Then I looked at him, crazed, "But we can all do it over again. You know, press the restart button. Can't we? Can't we?"

He didn't answer.

That was it. Sad, huh?

You know what else is sad? My cousin Cake wanted me to go to her Homecoming game. As my mom was leaving to go, I said I was coming and she seemed all mad and baffled and said, "You're coming?" I nodded and she goes, "I don't have enough money!"

So I say, "Fine, I'll stay home..." and don't go. So I have to apologize to Cake, because I promised that I would go...

And what really makes me mad is that my mom obviously wasn't planning on me going in the first place...

Eh, what the heck. I'll quit complaining. Now I can stay home and get FAT.