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My life...is in despair. Dear Journal, Today...was the day I will rue till I die. My heart has been shattered, 3 too many times. I give up on love, and Love cast me away long ago. Now, I fear I will never love again. I have now learned the concept of life. There is no love, but depression. Life is a lie, which is why I hate living, yet I have to bear with it. Happiness only lasts so long, and depression lasts longer. May my words have guidance to you so you do not make my mistake. The whole reason, I wrote this, was because my love, the one who was supposed to mend my heart, shattered it. Well...the remnants of it. I fear I can no longer love, and if I can, it will take time. She...broke up with me, because the distance was to reat for her, and she could not wait 2 years for me to get my liscense, and come to her. Were only "friends" now. I know I still love her, and I hope she still loves me, there may be hope for the pitiful being known as me, but it is slight. [img:602677d2bf]http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb310/dadmiesta/me.jpg[/img:602677d2bf] [img:602677d2bf]http://i204.photobucket.com/albums/bb310/dadmiesta/meandmybuds.jpg[/img:602677d2bf] http://www.myspace.com/the_loverboy [i:602677d2bf]Love, or be loved.[/i:602677d2bf]

Posted by: The Dark Rider93 RP Wed Aug 22, 2007 @ 04:03am

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http://www.myspace.com/the_loverboy

[i:602677d2bf]Love, or be loved.[/i:602677d2bf]

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Professor Darkness
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Commented on: Thu Aug 23, 2007 @ 12:04am


	o_O Wow.....You are lucky compared to me.....

Commented on: Thu Sep 20, 2007 @ 11:54pm


	I understand, Mind Twin. My life is in despair, because my home is no longer my home. My family can't get over their problems. There are too many bad memories here, I literally am walking through the valley of the shadow of death. I believe that what will happen, is that I will leave my home when I'm old enough, somehow provide myself a home, somewhere, beyond the setting sun. I belong somewhere, but I don't know where. Perhaps I will go, and be alone, for that is what I have to do. But someone does love me, I know that. Someone does love you, I know you will get married someday, I know you'll find happiness. I'm glad you will, Mind Twin.^^ But life is not a lie. Don't ever let your heart believe that. Though none go with me, still I will follow. No turning back, no turning back.

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Calamitas II
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Commented on: Sat Sep 29, 2007 @ 02:38pm


	You still love her... Thats so sweet...

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