my love...
my life...
if you read this i want to tell you that i love you...
if you are a guy just ignore me...
if you are a girl embrace me....
i am not trying to write a love letter to a random girl...
it is specificly for one girl...
drives me crazy....
you know who you are and i think you should be happy that i feel this way about you.....
a love that will never be lost..
yet it will never be realized...
why...
why must we be so different...
yet internally so alike...
how..
how is this occuring to me and not to you....
why do i have this empty feeling inside..
while you walk around with a smile and hug awaiting each friend...
all i have to offer to my friends is advice and opinions...
nothing else.....
why must i feel this way...
this is the pain i feel daily....
not knowing whether it is love or hate.....
i hate to love you...
yet i love to hate you....
do you feel the same..
do you have the same reaction when you see me as when i see you...
i just stare and admire your beauty....
why....
please tell me why...
**sigh**


-Gabriel Bustamante