5/00 Why does love hurt so? If in the end only pain is left, why are we driven to find it. Why do we have a sense that without it we are complete? Companionship, Man is a social animal compelled to feel needed and wanted. By finding one to love and for them to love you back. Along with wanting to be with them. finding one to love one is content and truly happy. And then in the end. When its over, pain. Pain is your companion. You know it, I know it. So why do we do it? Finally after 5 years in this shithole of a town I find the girl of my dreams. Sara, and then I lose her. hardest thing I had to let go of her. But the b***h cheated. Man this hurts. Being alone is the hardest part.
5/05 funny how this s**t happens in the same month only 5 years apart. *chuckles* just noticed that. Well something I forgot to say, well actually left out was that I didn't find out she cheated on me until she broke up with me a few months later. Same with what just happened. Being with someone on Gaia and coming to have someone tell you that she tried to sleep with them on several ocassions. What the ******** go through peoples heads when they decide to cheat. Don't they know that unless it is agreed that the relationship is open that is the cardinal rule of any relationship. DON'T CHEAT! Blast it all. So here I am again. only this time with my digital heart crushed. THough I hate to admit it sweatdrop those true feelings which were developing are also crush, stepped on, ground into dust, then pissed on. For those not having this pleasurable experience befall them yet. It can be equated to the death of a loved one. For in some sense that is what is happening. You lose the one that you love, and they become dead to you.
XxLuckyxX · Wed May 04, 2005 @ 09:34pm · 0 Comments |