make it stop...
my stupid mind...
I really hate myself right now...
I'm stupid....
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Shot me in the head..
bang bang
I'm dead..
smash my skull on a rock..
break my fingers..
and slit my wrists..
cut me in my face
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I just want to bite of my wrists...
bite of my vains...
rip them out....
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I'm a stupid little kid...
I'll never grow-up..
....
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I hate this
my fu*king mind
why am I so gawd damned stupid...
make it stop
plz make it stop
my mind is breaking
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GOD why do you hate me??
why do you hurt the people I love??
why did you let me get born whit all these disorders in my head??
why?why? why?
is this some kind of sick game?
If there is a god, then I hate him/her...
evil fu*ker...
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I miss my friends...
but I only hurt them...
I love them
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I know that I will fell better soon, but its so painful...
I will smile and be happy soon..soon..
I must wait...wait...
and I most work to keep my sunshine
my happyness...
soon..soon..
I will soon feel better...
must wait
wait...
the voises will leave soon...
I must just wait...
and not do anything stupid...
just wait....
it will all be okey...
soon... it will be okey..
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happy stars and rainbows~
pink candy and moonshine~
lovely stars in the sky~
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remember love~
