-Heart-Stop-
make it stop
it hurts
stop
the pain

my heart
it hurts
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I'm so sad..the sadness won't leave me alone..

do you no longer love me?
why do you not care that I love you?
I don't want to see you being hurt and sad..
it makes my heart cry...
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I hate this
my fu*king mind
why am I so gawd damned stupid
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make it stop
plz make it stop
my mind is breaking
it hurts
stop
I don't want to die
stop
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I have a very evil mind...
my brain flipps all the time these days...
make it stop....
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GOD why do you hate me??
why do you hurt the people I love??
why did you let me get born whit all these disorders in my head??
why?
is this some kind of sick game?
If there is a god, then I hate him/her...
evil fu*ker...
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its my fault
I am nothing
I am bad
hate me
I hate myself
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I love my friends
but I only hurt them all the time...
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