well last night i had a dream.. and my mom and her b/f got married and so i dissowned the family since him and i basically hate eachother.. so i "quit" my family and wouldnt talk to them.. my mom didnt even care! i cried afterwords because i love my mom so much.. and now i sit here on fathers day and all i can think about is my dad and how i can't see him ne more and how much i miss him and how unfair it is that everone else got to grow up with a dad and not me. even one day to see him since im older now and would remember better... just one more.. but than again.. like the song from lonestar.. one more day with u..
today is deff a hard day.. it was so long ago.. 8 yrs but it still ******** kills me sad
XxShAnxX · Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 01:37am · 2 Comments |