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im tired of living... i have a knife right now... i might kill myself... i... just wanted to say this so no one will wait for me if i get a long time without going online... Connor... i want to tell you that if anything happens forget about me and continue your life like i never existed, ok?... if something really happens i want to tell you that i love you and ever will... please people who are reading this dont matter what this says it might change... maybe everything will be ok by tomorrow... i just wrote this because if nothing gets better i might end with my life... maybe its just the depression from "the time of the month" but who knows...