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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 10:40pm


	I'd love to enter heart (with this avi)

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	The answer to the who am i is paris hilton?

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 10:42pm


	Blood passion lust anger Love danger Standing in a rose garden As night falls The moon white like seafoam and pearls So blindingly bright The deep blue infinite royal sky Pouring over my head It looks like melting wax Stars sprinkle over flowers They turn to morning dew as the sun rises

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 10:47pm


	Poem Entry: Souls bound by blood Minds blinded by Hate Bodies drowning in the flood Destiny controlling Fate Blood turn to Ice Life turns bittersweet Hate comes to intice Destiny's Amazing Fleat Ice turn to fire Life Set a Flame Destiny Fueling Desire Nothing is ever the same Fire turns to Ash Life Nevermore Souls unbound in a flash Bodies buried in the floor

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 10:52pm


	I would like to enter the Mrs. Annual Ball contest with this current avi<3

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	POEM ENTRY: Trembling Submissions: panting \| screaming \| pressure building no time to think \| st hes coming flashing thoughts \| so many flaws hide you face \| leave this place Running \| tripping \| worlds spinning don’t stop now \| it’s not worth losing words escape me \| this can’t be happening stuck \| caught \| wheres he going eyes widening \| heart beats faster silence in darkness \| is he thoughtless pulled down roughly \| gasping suddenly biting \| scratching \| nothings working close my eyes \| hands are tied no point fighting \| pinned tightly panting \| screaming \| pressure building no time to think \| only heavy breathing heated flesh \| skin crawling pain growing \| pleasure rising resisting \| ignoring \| he wont stop trying look away \| slow my breathing mind wonders \| my guard starts dropping biting \| scratching \| st now he’s got me heart beat races \| rediscover feeling tender kisses \| light touching whispers softly \| is it worth trusting handsome \| pleasant \| loving eyes I think it’s a lie \| yet hes still trying Touches teasing \| looks deceiving Here I am \| stuck beneath him Craving \| lusting \| body bound Forced to give in \| he just might win -Ms. Stix

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 10:57pm


	I would like to enter please. =) "Solitude" November 29, 2006 Every night I sit at home always feeling so alone. Wanting a friend to take my hand but they never come they never can. So here I sit in this quiet, feeling my heart aching while it grows more melancholy with every hour seeping darkness comes to devour. So thus I turn take Solitudes hand oh He whispers, I answer His demand. Walking together I stare into His face, wondering how we both lost our place. In this world so full and proud and at last He provides my shroud. His eyes they gleam with things I've seen this was known to come to His will I succumb. No one will even know no feelings will ever show from my disappearance. Soon to be free no longer melancholy no longer lonely In Solitudes company.

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:02pm


	Poetry entry! "Beyond Today" Life is a clouded maze, Engulfed to the brim. Obscured by fog and haze, Never can you see over the rim. Of the ever tall walls that surround and trace, All living things, so small and thin. And then they die, without a face, Compared to the rest, so insignificant. Life, it flickers light for a second, Sparkling in a brilliant shower of colors. So bright, it makes you reckon, That everything is okay, despite the others. Then the second is over, Completely engulfed by suffering and pain. No longer happy, now just sober, Then the tears will fall, driving you insane. Even though the joy is gone, And all but deteriorated. Life is still there, to a close not yet drawn, But all the point in life has disintegrated. So still you keep marching on, And attempt to hold back the sorrow. Keeping an eye out for the dawn, For there always is tomorrow.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:11pm


	Life by leelinkman22 A man walks down a beaten path, One we all must tread, A trail that some embrace, but most of us dread, Some call it the path of the dead, Others dare not speak it's name, Some will flee, Some will fight, Still others will try do do what's right, And they just don't seem to comprehend, That in the end it's all the same, because no one ever wins this game.

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:12pm


	I'd like (or love!?) to enter the Mr. Annual Ball contest with my current avi. just wondering if I am able to win~<3

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:16pm


	Reflection The rain pours onto already wet surfaces, Only to reflect how I feel right this moment. Pain. Anger. Defeat. Failure. All these feeling burst through my once beating heart. Out of my chest, On to the cold damp pavement.

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:17pm


	POEM ENTRY Broken Heart My heart becomes sad When i think of him And i feel the pain In every limb My eyes swell up With warm sad tears These thoughts of him Have become my fear I feel the missing pieces Of my heart long gone Shredded apart Like in a sad love song I close my sad eyes And draw in a breathe I can't stand the pain And my mind thinks of death I struggle to stand up And walk across the room In a drawer hidden deep Is my savior from this doom My hand soon finds The cold shaft of my knife My friend that will save me from a broken heart and strife I hold if firmly in my hand As a tear rolls down my cheek On my face a smile forms For peace is what i seek I shove the blade into my chest And feel it pierce right through my skin I collapse onto the hard floor And my head has begun to spin My shirt is soaked by now A warm dark bloody red All i feel is the pain But pretty soon I'll be dead My blood seeks to the floor And my eyes roll back in my head "I loved you" were the last words These lips ever said.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:17pm


	Poetry Entry Love's First Call by: Gurlex3 When people say that you can never forget the one you loved first. The first one who you loved so dearly, I guess it would be true. I can't get him out of my thoughts... He's like a plague. Just waiting there, He's there where ever I go. Even when I dream, I'll see him there. I've never payed attention to his eye color, But would it matter? Fate has let us meet, But Destiny is cruel. I am probably never destined to be with him. I wish I was, But I am not. I love him, Can't you see? He'll never know how I feel... I don't have the guts to say it to him... He's still so dearly in love, And as people say, You can never forget the one you loved first. But if he has loved many before, What is so special about this girl? Is she truly destined to be with him when I can not? Is she just there to let me feel pain? I know her, She clearly says she doesn't like him, She says she hates him. If she hates him, Why won't he let her go? Why does he stay with her? Why, Oh why, Will he never pay any attention to me? Am I just his tool forever? I am no one's toy. If he can't accept me, I would forget him, Push him away... But I can't! He plagues my mind. He's in my dreams. Where ever I go, There he is. Why is Destiny so cruel? Why is Fate against me? Too many questions, So little answers... All there is left... Is hope? No. What is hope? If there was hope, Wouldn't I keep going? But if I'm stuck... Then there's no hope... Or is there? Maybe there's hope for others. Maybe there's hope for him and her to be together. But, I know... That there may not be any hope for me... And lets just wish that someone finds me... And holds me close, Comforts me in my time of needs, Stands tall and stoops low with me... Someone I can love, Who will love me back. Now all that's needed, Is to find that *one.*

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:20pm


	Poetry Contest Entry. Broken Eyes & Fake Smiles By: Larisa Odette [aka Anthrax] It's every time I see them. My heart ceases to beat. It's their radiation of happiness. That makes me sick and weak. I already made my mistake. I've lost the will to fight. Nasty quarrels I shall no longer start. Since nothing I do will make it right. 'What's done is done' they say. 'It's impossible to change the past'. I'll just have to wait it out. Though I don’t' know how long I can last. I hate the fact that I'm now ignored. That none of them will look me in the eye. Am I truly considered their close friend? Or was that also a lie. I still can't figure out my feelings. I don't know what's real and what's not. I should be happy that she's with him. Since she felt for him more than I thought. It's hard to get over something. Especially when you're so confused. The pain and headaches won't stop. I really have no clue what to do. I will never say my true feelings. For even I'm not sure what they are. So broken eyes and fake smiles. Help me hide this scar.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:23pm


	Dark Home Entry: Gothic Poem Contest Entry: The Blackend Rose The blackened rose. Horror? Never shall it be. Exotic, beautiful, and free. Blackened by the onlooker Lacking what they desire Acknowledging their fears Causing them displeasure and hate Keeping them from seeing beauty is Every hurt they have felt and caused. Nothing looks as the black rose Entices the pure of heart Deepening the love they have for another. Roses of the Blackened kind Only show you what you are Shining out of the darkess they seem to create Exotic, beautiful, and free.

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:30pm


	May I join the mr. and mrs. contest? I don't have a ton of gold, so I did my best. Oh, and I'm PMing you too, this is a just-in-case-your-inbox-is-full-or-something post. Hello. ♥ http://www.gaiaonline.com/demonbusters?sub=followers&user_id=3801213

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:30pm


	. • . • . • . Close your heart to every love but mine . . . -[♠. рцηсн нαяd & sтяоηg .♠]- ♠. jiьυη καкυmεi .♠ Um, may I enter that Mr. & Mrs. Annual Ball contest? :: -[[ 凸（-_-メ） ::. Formerly known as Miyabimaru.MYV [ ! ] . . . Hold no one in your arms but me.

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:31pm


	Death Darkness all around Hatred fills the room Tears fall down the heart Pain iunside and out No way to escape No place to be free Always locked up Stay here forever Enjoy this peaceful pain This painful bliss everywhere The blood that fills the air Drown softly in this sweet oasis Die slowly in this painful dream This life flows downward Down into a dark dark heart Live no longer in this light Join the darkest night And call it Death

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:32pm


	i would like to enter the mr. annual ball contest

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:33pm


	Love...found Tears of blood fill my eyes They flow down my face The warmth fills my heart The darkness comes to me Death fills the air I welcome it with open arms But it disappears from here My love my passion Flees away A man appears in the room He gets closer with every step I whisper "Who are you?" He grabs me with bloody hands Softly touches my face with love Gently kisses my lips with care Now my passion is in human form I can love a person instead of a feeling He touches me again with a gentle touch His love is warm yet icy cold Blood runs down my skin so warm Dripping from his finger tips Now I am never alone I can rest in peace with someone The person I shall love forever

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:34pm


	Me... Punish me... I want to feel my pain... Torment me... Let me see what life is like... Kill me... Before I kill myself... Hate me... So I can be alone... Curse me... So I can see myself... Fear me... So I can wither away... Love me... To make me suffer more... Want me... sSo I can be used again... Need me... So I can kill myself again... Hurt me... To put me in my place... Confuse me... So I will wander in the dark... See me... So I can find out who I am... Condem me... So I can live in your Hell... Forsaken me... So I will disappear... Sacrifice me... So I can feel again.........

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:36pm


	Lost The deepest depths of Hell... Is that where I am? Or is it my world, Distorted by my demons? I cut. I bleed. I pray. But to who do I pray? I believe in God, yes... But I hate him!!! I refuse to pray to him! So I pray to the stars, Filled with angels and demons. All of which I love... I cut for them... I bleed for them... I cry for them... I fear no death. I fear I'm not human... Just a lost soul... Destined to wander for an eternity!! I see a light, Right behind me... Fading into my deepest abyss. All I see is a blood red sea, A blood red sky, Filled with stars, And a harvest moon. I want Death... I tempt Death... As Death as my savior, I shall be free forever!

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:37pm


	Fairies I bask in a ring of plants My mind seeks the fairy's dance. As I sit here and ponder My thoughts begin to wander. My heart full of Irish dreams The knowledge nothing is as it seems. The night is alive and bright Not another human in sight. As I sit in a ring of plants My mind seeking the fairy’s dance, I feel a slight sensation Unfelt since my creation. This change now it seems Is the answer to all my dreams I notice smallness in my size I’m equal now to fire flies. The fairies I sought are here at last Possessing the magic of ancients past. With gossamer wings I fly Flitting through the sky. I fly as fast as I can go Exploring the places I wish to know. My gowns covered with jewel like dew Shimmering bright and new. I am no longer sitting in a circle of plants I’m now part of the fairy's endless dance.

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:38pm


	Fallen...forever Death becomes me. I cannot beat it, Nor do I want to. Life sucks, and there is no point in living it. I cry myself to sleep. Because of you I hurt. There is no point in being here, Since life is just a memory. It is no longer a moment, Since moments are precious. Life is just there, with no point to it. Without you, there is no me. You completed me... That is until you used me, And ripped out my heart. I dont belong here, Or anywhere else for that matter. I want to go away, far far away, And never come back. I want to die, To escape this horrid world. But...I cant, being tied down by regret. Regret? For myself? Why? People want me to live, But how? How can I live without you? I cant, or its more like i wont... Because I no longer exist. To you. To anyone. I am NO ONE. So whats the use in living, If Death is better? I dont know anymore. I want to be taken away. I want my soul to be free. Maybe this is the way.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:39pm


	Quote: To Find One's Way At the crossroads of time As I walk along the path of life Slowly and steadily, I trod along all by myself Questions whisper in my ear I brush past branches of my doubt I ford the running rivers there Afraid to die, wanting to shout But no one can hear me here... In this place, there's only me What hurts the most is fear of the loneliest uncertainty Will I walk this road of time Alone forever, never known Can I possibly be strong enough To choose the path that leads me home? Will I see only my footprints for eternity Walking in circles, forever bound Or will someone someday walk with me To help bear my pain, Along this ground Can anyone help me find my heart? Copyright ©2007 Megan Tedesco For the next round of the poetry contest? I don't know rofl yes, I amuse myself.

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:39pm


	thats all i wanna post all 5 poems...hope you like them!!

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:40pm


	My lame poem entry: Slender beams of moonlight enter this darkened church as I kneel, always in prayer, always in pain, frozen here, waiting. Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, sparing not my shamed soul. Blood on a child's face. I raise my head, now kneeling before this uncaring fate. -Vamp

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:44pm


	Hullo, here's a poetry entry : ) a Rose in the Rain Darkening skies, midsummer winds. Lowering highs, nipping chills it sends. A blossom so red, welcoming the world. From the dark soil fed, into the storm, hurled. The rain begins to fall, patters to puddles. Opening to nature’s call, it catches drops in its petals. Blackened clouds low, wicked winds and flooding rain. Strong stem holds tow, standing straight without feign. Such beauty in the dark, full of peaceful retain. A lone standing hope, a Rose in the Rain.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:45pm


	Poetry Contest Entry: Witherless Rose A delicate rose swaying with the gentle breeze leaves life to the wind. Death's shadow sweeps through the land, life slips away, the rose slowly withers. Clinging to only a fragile thread, a young boy passing hears its plea. "Help me," it cries, the boy smiles, taking the rose within his soft grip. Picking the rose, he walks through the barren field... "You will wither no more."

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:46pm


	drift by YukikoKoori Slowly ever so slowly The shattered star drifted gently down And she reached up a hand to catch it But it was already gone.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:47pm


	Darkness Staring out at the land, shadowed with the dark. Nothing to hear, but a little dog bark. You listen and sit, on the edge of the cliff. Hearing a noise from behind, you go stiff. You stand up and turn, with nothing to see. All you can do, is wonder what it could be. Then you see it, a gleam of light. You also hear rushing, it gives you a fright. A splash of red, it makes a blood bath. You topple over the edge, and down you go, to your death.

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:48pm


	[[ My entry for the Poetry Contest. ]] Eternity Moments shared, Secrets held, Our souls entwined Our hearts did meld, Sharing laughter, Sharing tears, Fighting off our deepest fears. A love this perfect, I've found in you, I'd lost myself, Yet you helped me through, A promised whisper, A subtle touch, Who would've thought, I'd fall this much. You give me life, When all is grey, Wounds and pain, You soothe away, I'd give the world, To feel you near, To feel your warmth, Your touch, my dear. Every moment I think of you, You're everything if they only knew, And despite it all we'll make it through, For no one will find a love this true.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:50pm


	Hey! Please count me in for the Dark Room avi contest. razz Thanks a bunch! ~Cera

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:51pm


	POEM ENTRY: LLAMAS purple jelly yellow jelly green jelly smelly jelly good smelly bad smelly little smelly man smelly little man big man kfc man llama man hot llama cute llama fuzzy llama black llama

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:53pm


	POEM ENTRY #2 (another llama poem sigh) Llamas, Llamas Llamas, Llamas everywhere forever under my hair Llamas in my mind Llamas in this endless bind Llama, llama, I love you so Llama, llama, never go

Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:55pm


	I would like to to enter the avi-contest please. I'm female under all these items, by the way. biggrin

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Commented on: Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 11:58pm


	I'd love to part of the poem contest so here it goes... Why Won't You Leave? After all these days, all these weeks, all these months you still won't leave. I can hear you call out that list of names to summon me, but you're not really here. So why won't you leave my memories? You stay there and turn me against me. Why is it that these memories from years past won't leave me alone? They feel like yesterday, but more painful. I can't get you out, and you won't leave. So I lay here, tears flowing endlessly in hopes the pain will magically stop, but it won't. I love you more than I can say. Your kindness is what pushes me over the edge. It's not that you won't leave it's that I can't let you go. This a tribute to some dear to me it's also on my Deviant Sweetlemongirl biggrin

Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:09am


	Pillosophy In our Western world, Is it not an oddity, To support ourselves with pills Instead of with philosophy?

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Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:09am


	What's Wrong with Me? By: Ritsukana What's wrong with me? I just don't get it Why does it matter who I love? Why must it be just us who are judged? For sharing our hearts with one the same as I Should it even matter as long as we all live and die? Please know I Breath Please know I cry Just the same as you and I Please just try and understand Can you just please except for who I am? I love her, and Yes I may be A girl myself but who cares Love is love, a twisted emotion itself Let it bend, let it break Let it make the whole world quake Just let it be what it is A emotion created equally For all hearts to mend Why should it be any different for us? Love is twisted, love is wild Love is something we should all together be able to Smile

Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:10am


	I have two that I would like to sumbit. If you like one over the other, let me know and that will be my final choice. Fear I fear nothing, nothing of the sort. Fear is nothing, just a useless emotion. Holds back the will, forced love into a corner. Fear is such a dreadful word, that doesn't need a meaning. All nothing, shall become something. Fear, only false truth. Hidden Inside Around me is a black abyss; I like it. No need to run. No need to hide. My passion never dies. I feel good here. Yet so lonely, If only.. I was that easy to find.

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Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:15am


	The awnser for the who am I is...a wizard!

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	Otherwise known as Oswald Ardbrun.

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Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:32am


	And if it's not a bother, I would wish to enter your avi contest please, im also a girl. 3nodding

Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:36am


	I would like to enter the Mr. and Mrs. Dark Room/Annual Ball competition, please.

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Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:36am


	complaint of a lost heart This night is cold The darkness comes around me I’m so sad of my world This life is empty My brain is my shadow The sun has gone away The pain is my hallow There’s nothing more in the way My sun has stopped to burn When my tears have stopped to flow My heart has stopped to beat When your eyes have stopped to look at me My legs are too tired to walk My eyes are too tired to see My way has end, I fall There’s nothing more for me

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	poem entry: by: TomcatAlchemist broken wings Im a fallen angel soul ragged and torn in all those betrayals my hatred was born I try to fly away on my broken wings but I cant escape from these evil things to fix broken wings you need a gentle hand a good tender heart intentions not grand a trustworthy cause a connection to life a pure soul and mind and to have learned from strife and so now I know these wings remain broken because each time I trust with my pain outspoken I am hurt again I am bruised and battered I need a gentle hand to fix wings so tattered

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Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:53am


	crimson life Deep amongst thy soul Weep thy unimaginable sorrows From a feeling of life being futile Thy crimson droplets Bring forth emptiness Into a world caving in on blackness And leaving the life drain out Thy tears were shed, Thy blood, dripped Leaving a life no more in existence

Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:56am


	Poetry entry: The Broken Mask My face was one that was hidden By broken pieces of my heart We chase that which is forbidden I knew right from the start I wore a mask that grinned and lied I hid myself behind my pride After all, who would look Beyond the tattered covers of this book I hid my face within fiction My dreams were ones that were not mine I fought against their prediction Soon I learned to walk the line The pile of masks, it seemed to grow How many they were, I cannot know I wore a mask and cried inside But sometimes, you cannot hide The mask is shattered, now it’s gone My tears can finally be seen I will never be fate’s pawn I see inside of me a queen By Taluria

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Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 12:59am


	If I could, please sign me up for the Ms. Annual Ball Avi Contest~ whee

Commented on: Sun Jun 10, 2007 @ 01:08am


	by: kyou-alucard "sheep to the slaughter" breathing in the ashes of the fallen, stepping over the ones left crawling, trampling the weak and hurdling the dead, rejecting all the bullshit I'm fed, all the holy water in the world, wont wash the blood from your hands, you'll drown in time, and choke on the sands,

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