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Well, after being a prisoner in my own gome for a few days, I'm free. =D Yay.

I'm scared at the moment. I'm about to go get my hair cut. gonk I haven't cut it in FIVE YEARS. So yeah....It's long. And yes, I want to keep it that way. But split ends suck, and I have to cut a few inches off. I'm going to freak out once i look in the mirror and see how short it is...I'll see if I can get some pics up, ya know, before and after and what not. gonk Okay, I'm done with sounding like a superficial teenager for now.

I'm still with Skyler....*Sigh* I want to break up with him, but I'm a little scared to. D= Well, at least this relationship is far from being abusive in any way like the last few were...... isn't in the least bit sexual, though, I dunno....I hate that. I'm such a whore gonk Once again, everytime he tells me how much he cares, I turn bright red and avoid eye contact. It's amazing how pathetic it is...Sometime I wish no one cared for me. It's be easier on them.... Though I fear being alone more than prettty much anything, no one would get hurt that way, it's be for the best.

Okay. my ride is here....Time to go get my hair cut. :gonk" Wish me luck. I'll write more when I get back
Till next time...
---VB