Ok so if you have been following along in WaruiOnna's journal, which kinda parallels to this one you will know what happened to me recently. Yes I did in fact have an emotional breakdown. I seriously have no idea as to why I did though. After the movies with Nick and Cheyenne (which was awesome by the way) I went over to Nick's house. We had a BBQ! Awesomeness! But with that as being besides the point... After that I went home and went to bed and everything seemed to be find. Then the next morning. First thing I can remember was sitting at the bottom of my stairs rocking back and forth... seriously going crazy over here gonk But no big deal really. I just needed to rest a bit and get my mind back on track. As usual Nick called but this is the weird part: he called me before he called Cheyenne!!! DUN DUN DUN!!!!! I mean I know the guy doesn't really like her *cough*yet*cough* but still he talks to her a lot! But he just checked up on me because... I guess he actually cares. Doesn't show it but oh well.
Jess called too mrgreen heart mrgreen heart mrgreen She is so awesome! So anyway she called to make sure I was okay, which I was by then, and that just made my day. Turns out she brought me some kind of food that day... not sure why... but... who cares? She brought something for me! The weird part is she knows I like her so I don't see why she keeps doing all this stuff for me. I mean she tells me that she's mad at Nick for leading Cheyenne on but... unless she likes me back... that's kinda what she's doing to me right?... Oh what the hell, I like being toyed with like this blaugh
Nothing really happened yesterday so fast forward to today. We started painting props for the play. Now me and Nick always have a ton of fun no matter what. But when paint is involved it is awesome! Nick is now obsessed with Canon in D. He is trying to master it on guitar and he was playing it on a classical so after play practice we were waiting for his mom to pick us up and it was super relaxing. I seriously started yawning. But he plays Linus in the play so for his costume it's a red shirt with black stripes and the stripes are made with Expo marker. So his guitar was putting me to sleep but I couldn't fall asleep because his shirt was making me high. But whatever...
Oh yeah! The food that Jess brought me was cheesecake! And she wanted to eat it with me! heart heart heart heart heart She came up to me this morning and was like. "Hey Chris! I brought you some cheesecake! Let's eat some together at lunch today!" And she just made it so convincing how could I let her down? cool lol who am I kidding I was jumping off the walls. Only problem was somehow threw away the forks she put in the bag so I ended up running all over school finding forks. There's this one guy who I call Aniki (I don't know why I just do... he kinda treats me like his little brother...) and I saw he bought the bento for lunch so he had a fork! And I was begging him for it and he was all "No I need it for my bento." So I frowned and I was like "Fine don't help your little brother on his date!" ...needless to say I said that before I thought about it... So I eventually found forks but Jess had to go sell shave ice... so we didn't eat together at lunch... Though she passed by several times with the cash box and said hello everytime. All my friends went AWWWWWWWW when she did that. So when she passed by with the cash box Nick said "Oh you brought us some money! Awesome!" Well... Nick isn't exactly her favorite person so she kinda ignored him. When she walked away he turned to me and was like "Your girlfriend is mean..." So as his best friend I said the kindest thing I could possibly think of at the time. "Deal with it" xp
Well we did end up eating the cheesecake together after school 3nodding She stopped me and was like "Let's eat it now!" So I got the containers she brought it in, sat next to her on this wall thing we have, set it up all romantic, and then.... realized that one of the forks was missing... So I started panicing on the inside and she said "Well, we're not sick. We could share a fork." eek um... what did you just say?... Besides the fact that I found that completely awesome... it was kind of awkward... so I ended up getting a fork from my homeroom teacher. He is so cool! I was like "Mr. Olson do you have a fork for this cheesecake?" So he gave it to me but he was looking at my hand which already had a fork and he looked at Jess who was standing next to me and he kinda laughed sweatdrop So we went back to our spot at the wall and had a nice cheesecake time. Through the whole time I could hear Nick and Cheyenne in the backround snickering and going AWWWWWW.
Afterwards there was play practice. She stayed after too because she's in this robot club thing we have. But I was talking to her and Nick said something but once again she ignored him. So after she left I was talking to Nick and I got into a little conflict in my head. What do you do when your best friend and your girlfriend don't get along. Well she technically isn't my girlfriend so I don't have to worry yet. Whoa... getting tired... and I still have homework... I gotta get some sleep too or Jess will yell at me about that... huge a** journal entry... oh well. Nighty night everybody out there!
~Rinota calling it a night
Rinota Hashiko Community Member 
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