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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 6:08 pm
I talked to BlkCat about what Sam had been asking. Then I asked him to get Sam to talk. (He kept me blocked after he decided he was done.)
In the interest of fairness, and justice, I won't accuse him without first giving evidence of exactly what happened.
[17:36] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I hear you want to talk to me
[17:36] joshthedude52: Maybe. [17:36] joshthedude52: I hear you want back in my guild.
[17:36] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Your guild?
[17:37] joshthedude52: I help run it, don't I?
[17:37] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: But its Lobos
[17:37] joshthedude52: And I would be nice if I was you. You really are on thin ice. [17:37] joshthedude52: Fine, whatever. [17:38] joshthedude52: Still want to get rid of all your posts?
[17:38] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Only if I cant come back
[17:38] joshthedude52: Why? [17:38] joshthedude52: I thought you wanted to be a teacher.
[17:39] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Yes and when you are a teacher you want to be there answer questions people have about what your teaching
[17:40] joshthedude52: So deleting your posts is more important then the chance of others to learn?
[17:41] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: If what they learn is wrong becuase Im not there to answer their questions then yes
[17:41] joshthedude52: You realize you shot you and your credibility in the foot when you tried to threaten me into deleting them, right? [17:41] joshthedude52: Are you sorry for what you did?
[17:42] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Im sorry for alot of things but what I did then was what I meant
[17:42] joshthedude52: What are you sorry for?
[17:43] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Sorry that I didnt continue my work in the guild even though most my posts get ridiculed by people who dont understand it
[17:43] joshthedude52: You really have no idea what you've done wrong, have you? [17:43] joshthedude52: I hear your a vampire now. And a vampure. And an angel again.
[17:44] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I always have been
[17:44] joshthedude52: you're.* [17:45] joshthedude52: You said you weren't.
[17:46] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Im only 1/5angel so it barely counts
[17:46] joshthedude52: Sam, you have no humility. [17:46] joshthedude52: You have no humility because your low self esteem compells you to act in a mentally superior manner. [17:47] joshthedude52: You don't have the confidence in the things you are saying.
[17:47] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: You know what go shove "your" guild up your a** [17:47] *** "zalchol@sbcglobal.net" signed off at Wed Jun 06 17:47:29 2007.
[17:51] joshthedude52: Sam, I hope someday you realize what you are doing and have done. Although I doubt it.
[17:51] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Go ******** youself you egotistical a*****e
[17:52] joshthedude52: Sam, I don't have an ego. Honestly, I have no problem with being attacked on my beliefs. But take some responsibility for it. You are the one with the ego, because you doubt yourself. [17:56] joshthedude52: You change your answers, but try to hold onto them too hard. You don;t have the flexibility and open mind to be a student, and you just don't have the maturity to be a teacher.
[17:56] *** "zalchol@sbcglobal.net" signed off at Wed Jun 06 17:56:58 2007.
[18:00] joshthedude52: I'm gonna ask again, but honestly, I don't think you will get back in the guild.
[18:05] joshthedude52: I'm sorry.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 6:10 pm
This is what he and I said to each other exactly, when he got banned. I would color it, but it would be much too hard for me. I spoke more harshly here then I recapped in the announcement, but so did he. Frankly I thought I had an obligation to protect him from his own words. I don't really feel that now. The truth stands for itself.
[00:48] joshthedude52: What have you been doing for the guild? [00:48] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I check it daily for posts I can comment in without being an a*****e [00:50] joshthedude52: Which is how many? [00:50] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: a couple [00:51] joshthedude52: Sam, are you aware of the impression you make on people? [00:51] joshthedude52: Are you aware of the impact? [00:51] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Some what [00:51] joshthedude52: How many people in the guild actually like you? [00:51] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: not sure [00:52] joshthedude52: What do you think of Pagentry? [00:53] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: she is alright [00:53] joshthedude52: How is she as a mod? [00:53] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: pretty well [00:54] joshthedude52: Sam, what would you do if you had a subordinate who had no respect for you, didn't do significant work, and made an enemy of everyone they talked to. [00:55] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Well I would talk to them [00:55] joshthedude52: And say what? [00:56] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Ask them why they arent doing their job and how could they improve on it [00:56] joshthedude52: And if you didn't think that would work? [00:56] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I would fire them [00:56] joshthedude52: Ok. [00:58] joshthedude52: Sam, do you think you should keep your job? [00:58] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I knew you were gonna try to pull this BS and you dont have the power to get rid of me [00:59] joshthedude52: Why not? [00:59] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I talked with Lobo and his says he will keep me a Mod [00:59] joshthedude52: When? [01:00] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: A week ago [01:00] joshthedude52: Ah. [01:00] joshthedude52: We've talked since then. [01:01] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Oh? and he told you could fire me? [01:01] joshthedude52: Sam, you say things which aren't true. You manipulate people and have no respect. You don't do anything of value to offset that. [01:02] joshthedude52: Out of everyone I've talked to, they all say get rid of you. [01:02] joshthedude52: Lobo agrees if you are causing harm to the guild you shouldn't be where you are. [01:02] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Im the only who actuely did my orginal Job [01:02] joshthedude52: Which is? [01:03] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: The Kinetics subform [01:03] joshthedude52: Sam, I invite you to take a look at the member lists, and then the post count. After that, feel free to insult my work ethic. [01:04] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: yes and Im 5th in post count [01:05] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: And do you know how many people I have helped? [01:05] joshthedude52: No, tell me. [01:05] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I get daily atleast one person IMing me needing help [01:05] joshthedude52: Like who? from where? about what? [01:06] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Mostly its about energy problems or that they are looking for a teacher [01:06] joshthedude52: Like who? [01:07] joshthedude52: from our guild? [01:10] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: anlbstar, sonicbrewer, sonicbrewer, jp101993, evilkinara [01:10] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: most of those are from the guild [01:10] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I dont know becuase I dont ask [01:11] joshthedude52: Have them write me up some letters about it. Send them to me and Lobo. [01:11] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: alright [01:11] joshthedude52: I'm taking you off of mod status. If you have a real case, I'll think about reinstatement. [01:12] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Your making a mistake [01:12] joshthedude52: Deal with your life, get over your problems, and stop thinking everyone is an idiot. [01:12] joshthedude52: Why? [01:12] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: If you take my modship im leaving the guild and deleting all my posts [01:14] joshthedude52: Very well. [01:14] joshthedude52: I will consider that in your reinstatement arguement. [01:15] joshthedude52: You are now banned. [01:16] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I demand my posts be removed from the guild [01:16] joshthedude52: No. [01:16] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: If I must I will contact gaia about the matter and legaly I have rights over my own work [01:17] joshthedude52: Arguement from authority, it is a fallacy. [01:17] joshthedude52: this is so public domain it's not even funny, and a captain can be as tyrannical as they want without violating the TOS [01:17] joshthedude52: otherwise they can treat their members as badly as they want. [01:19] joshthedude52: By submitting Member Submissions to Gaia Online, you hereby grant to Gaia, solely as necessary to provide the features and functionality of the part(s) of Gaia Online within which you choose to make your Member Submissions available, a worldwide, non-exclusive, assignable, fully paid-up, and royalty-free license to display, reproduce, distribute and perform (if applicable) your Member Submissions within Gaia Online in any media formats and through any media channels. [01:20] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: You need to remove my posts [01:20] joshthedude52: Nope. [01:20] joshthedude52: You don't care about the posts, Sam, you are upset you got kicked out and no one cares, which is why you threatened to leave. [01:20] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: REMOVE MY POSTS [01:21] joshthedude52: You have no leverage and you have no power. I'm sorry, you brought it on yourself. [01:21] joshthedude52: Oh, wait, nevermind. I will now. [01:21] joshthedude52: You have intimidated me into it. [01:22] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I dont care about being in the guild but I will not stand for my work in the guild [01:22] joshthedude52: When you put it there, you surrendered it to Gaia and the guild. [01:25] joshthedude52: Q: I am a member of a guild and I am having a conflict with the guild crew or captain. Can I have a moderator help me out? A: No, Gaia moderators are not responsible for your guild politics. It is up to the guild crew how they want to handle internal conflicts. The sole exception is if the guild crew or captain is violating Gaia's TOS. Q: A guild banned me for no reason, I wanna report them! -OR- The captain/crew are abusing their power, what do I do? -OR- The guild is really close to breaking the TOS, can I report them? A: Guild crew can do whatever they want as long as they don't break the TOS, including banning you for no reason. Do not report a guild unless there is a TOS violation that the Guild refuses to take care of themselves. [01:25] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: You are gonna regret doing this [01:26] joshthedude52: Why? [01:26] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Lobo I know will bring me back [01:26] joshthedude52: No. He won't. [01:26] joshthedude52: Do you know what you've done to him? What your selfishness and greed have cost him? [01:27] joshthedude52: Do you care? Most likely not. [01:27] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: ******** you [01:27] joshthedude52: Child. [01:27] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I taught him what I knew and what came of it is his own fault [01:27] joshthedude52: it is what you taught, you knew, and you lied about is what did it. [01:28] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Im not selfish all I have ever done was teach [01:28] joshthedude52: You blame him for your failures. You aren't fit to be a student, much less a teacher. [01:28] joshthedude52: You just blamed Lobo immediately after you claimed he would get you right back in. [01:28] joshthedude52: Saying you aren't selfish doesn't make it so. [01:29] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I did not blame him [01:29] joshthedude52: what came of it is his own fault [01:29] joshthedude52: his own fault [01:29] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Yes becuase it is [01:29] joshthedude52: Leech. [01:30] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I didnt lie to him about anything expect what I came out and said was a lie [01:30] joshthedude52: So you lied to him [01:30] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: Yes and I asked for frogiveness from him [01:30] joshthedude52: You broke his trust and shattered his foundation of reality. [01:30] joshthedude52: Doesn't make it better. [01:30] joshthedude52: The fact is you still did it. [01:30] joshthedude52: He is obligated no mercy and you stand justly accused. [01:31] zalchol@sbcglobal.net: I dont even know how you think you have authority over everyone but you dont [01:32] *** "zalchol@sbcglobal.net" signed off at Tue May 29 01:32:08 2007.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 6:24 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 6:27 pm
Yeah, I can't say I expected much else. At this point, he just seems interested in making personal attacks. And that's not fun, considering they're not even witty. Well, we'll see if he's still interested in getting back in. I doubt it, besides the fact that this just kind of proves that he's still an arrogant a**. I don't know, I think trying to "get him back" is a lost cause. People don't change unless they want to. They can't change for other people, only themselves. And clearly he doesn't want to, nor is going to change. Not right now at least.
[On a side note, you can delete my post if you're still setting up the thread. I don't really care.]
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 6:39 pm
My convos with Sam tonight:
Maahes says: Hello Sam.
zalchol@sbcglobal.net says: Hello
Maahes says: So I'd like to talk to you a little bit about the MPRILC situation and ask a couple questions if you don't mind. This is [BlkCat] by the way, but I'd prefer Maahes if you are to refer to me.
zalchol@sbcglobal.net says: Alright ask away
Maahes says: Ok, and please be completely honest, I wont judge.
Maahes says: About that video you were going to make, was it a load of bull or were you serious?
zalchol@sbcglobal.net says: I was/am serious about it, just I forgot about it becuase I got ADHD
Maahes says: Alright, well how about I remind you every day untill it is made? Because if you are telling the truth, it's something I would very much enjoy seeing.
Maahes says: Now, if you were let back into MPRILC, how would you act? Would you take things with an open mind? Take critisicm like a man? Would you support your claims?
zalchol@sbcglobal.net says: I would act as best I could and try to veiw things as others would
zalchol@sbcglobal.net says: Most likely I will not post much but more or less try to defend my other posts
Maahes says: Well I can say this much, if you care about your credibility, you need to post that video, because nobody is going to give what you say a second glance after something like that. (I'm not judging, just being brutally honest about how people view things.)
zalchol@sbcglobal.net says: After what?
Maahes says: Saying you could do that, saying you will show proof, then dissapearing for 2 weeks.
zalchol@sbcglobal.net says: I really did want to do it but after I took a one day break on practicing I forgot
Maahes says: Well the oppurtunity is still there, it's not like you lost your power like puppy did (lol, I call him that now to piss him off, puppy = Shavis)
Zero Omega says: Arent you a Mod?
Maahes says: No, why do you ask?
Zero Omega says: Just wondering
Maahes says: And no, Shavis isn't even in MPRILC, so even if I was a mod, it wouldn't be disrespecting a member to call him puppy =P.
Maahes says: Just in case thats what you were thinking ^_^.
Maahes says: Anyway, so tell me about yourself, if you don't mind. I know your name is Sam, and you used to consider yourself an Angelkin, correct? I'm sure there is more to you than that.
Zero Omega says: I am still angelkin but only a small part and its relationship to god/heaven is nothing
Zero Omega says: I can/will tell you anything you want to know about me
Maahes says: Ah ok, I had thought you renounced all your angelkin claims in a previous thread of yours, I must have been mistaken ^_^.
Maahes says: Hmm...
Maahes says: An angel is a messenger or helper of a god or goddess, if you have no connection to the christian god or their heaven anymore, what deity do you serve if any?
Zero Omega says: From my understanding Angels are Gods slaves
Maahes says: Hmm, I'd say it really depends on the God, truely the concept of ownership is an illusion and one can only be in service to another by will.
Maahes says: So I take it as though you serve no deity? Willingly or not?
Zero Omega says: I serve none becuase I am only like 1/5angel
Maahes says: And the other 4/5ths?
Zero Omega says: Im roughly 40% vampure, 39% vampire, 1% human, and 20% angel
Maahes says: Vampure?
Zero Omega says: Vampure is confused with vampirism alot, Vampirism is a curse Vampurism is a kind of being
Maahes says: Hmm, a Curse?
Maahes says: And what sets a Vampure apart from a Vampire?
Zero Omega says: Vampure is basicaly an evoled bat and sometimes has wings also the transform into a beast like creature
Zero Omega says: they are almost like werebats
Maahes says: Ah, I see, then why the branch from the word vampirism? Either way, Vamp is still there.
Zero Omega says: Yes
Zero Omega says: Im sorry but I must go for now my sister wants on
Maahes says: Ok, ^^.
Zero Omega says: cya
Maahes says: cya
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After Josh's convo Sam sent me this:
Zero Omega says: I ******** HATE Josh
Maahes says: ?
Zero Omega says: Sorry its just he wont stop trying make me seem bad and wrong
Maahes says: Lol
Zero Omega says: What?
Zero Omega says: Did you know he thinks that guild is his now?
Zero Omega says: Which is BS becuase the only reason Im not Co-Captain anymore is becuase he threaten to leave
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Darkzero0mega (9:12:28 PM): Hi its Sam AIM doesnt have the sameproblems as MSN
UnforgivenMalic (9:12:37 PM): Ok
UnforgivenMalic (9:13:17 PM): Basically what I meant is that, and no offense, but being a vampure and a vampire seems like a contradiction.
UnforgivenMalic (9:13:34 PM): Almost like saying "I have cancer, but I also have cancer, but that cancer is a curse".
UnforgivenMalic (9:13:47 PM): And I also don't quite understand how you're 1% human
UnforgivenMalic (9:13:57 PM): and X% (I forgot which) angel. Darkzero0mega (9:14:58 PM): the reason vampirism is a curse and not a kind of being is becuase it spreads to people who arent born with it
UnforgivenMalic (9:15:39 PM): You think a vampire can turn another? Darkzero0mega (9:15:40 PM): and I was bit and became a vampire so I geussed the pecentages on what it seems like
Darkzero0mega (9:16:00 PM): Yes if they have the right curse
Darkzero0mega (9:16:18 PM): there is multiple curses that make the vampirism curse
UnforgivenMalic (9:16:25 PM): Who bit you?
Darkzero0mega (9:18:21 PM): He was a friend of a friend
UnforgivenMalic (9:18:37 PM): physically bitten?
Darkzero0mega (9:18:43 PM): Yes
UnforgivenMalic (9:18:47 PM): Ouch
Darkzero0mega (9:20:01 PM): didnt hurt that much but then again I can take pain
UnforgivenMalic (9:20:07 PM): Yea
UnforgivenMalic (9:20:18 PM): So what happens if you don't feed?
Darkzero0mega (9:21:50 PM): Well I go kinda crazy its like I cant stop thinking about it and such but luckly its only once a week becuase I havent feed yet
UnforgivenMalic (9:22:47 PM): and if you go beyond that without feeding?
Darkzero0mega (9:23:17 PM): Like beyound the bloodlust?
UnforgivenMalic (9:23:23 PM): yes
Darkzero0mega (9:24:07 PM): I would start draining peoples energy around me
UnforgivenMalic (9:24:16 PM): ah.
UnforgivenMalic (9:26:22 PM): So what makes you think you're 1% human?
UnforgivenMalic (9:26:40 PM): Wouldn't being a vampure make your soul inhuman?
Darkzero0mega (9:28:00 PM): Im 1hu;man becuase I can still feel it in my soul
Darkzero0mega (9:31:09 PM): I gtg
UnforgivenMalic (9:31:49 PM): bye
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In conclusion, let us purge ourselves of the bad apples, and anybody who stands by their side.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 6:49 pm
DrasBrisingr Yeah, I can't say I expected much else. At this point, he just seems interested in making personal attacks. And that's not fun, considering they're not even witty. Well, we'll see if he's still interested in getting back in. I doubt it, besides the fact that this just kind of proves that he's still an arrogant a**. I don't know, I think trying to "get him back" is a lost cause. People don't change unless they want to. They can't change for other people, only themselves. And clearly he doesn't want to, nor is going to change. Not right now at least. [On a side note, you can delete my post if you're still setting up the thread. I don't really care.] You're fine. And that's what I thought as well. At this point, just like in the past, I think his apologies are just a cover for what he's done. I don't think he 's sorry, I don't think he cares. To everyone he has slighted, he meant to. To everyone he has taught, he probably made it up or twisted it. Again. To everyone he likes, be aware that he only treats you nicely when you feed his ego and agree with what he says. Try seriously questioning the validity of what he's saying, and he bristles. He has issues he refuses to get over and instead blame on others. I really hate to sound like the bad guy, but the truth is, Sam has chosen all of this, indirectly and even directly, by getting banned. He is pretty much a leech, hates me despite the times I've tried to help him (Mostly because he seems genuine when he says sorry, I agree to teach him something, he feels better about it, and goes back to absolute faith in himself and whatever he says. He fights me trying to teach him, I throw my hands up, I give up, and I become the a*****e for questioning him and putting him down. He doesn't deserve a leadership position and he doesn't deserve the goodwill of this guild.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 7:18 pm
One fifth angel. That made me roffle.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 7:19 pm
Blind Guardian the 2nd One fifth angel. That made me roffle. I'm not sure which made me laugh more, that or the 1% human XD....
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 7:28 pm
Blind Guardian the 2nd One fifth angel. That made me roffle. Oh yeah? Well it made me roflwaffle and fishsticks.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 7:50 pm
Geez...and I thought his angel stories were hard to swallow...
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 8:25 pm
I have no right to state any opinion of mine about Sam or Josh in any of these related threads, quite honestly.
Josh has been one of my best friends and probably most trusted friend since shortly after I made him a mod. He's helped me multiple times and has tought me many, many things, and josh has never forsaken my trust (that I am aware of).
I've believed every god-damned word Sam has said to since the first time I ever talked to him on yahoo messanger and explained his "Story of the Beginning". I've believed every technique Sam has ever taught me, trusted him with my energetic soul's life, and he is/was a close friend. Sam told me that he lied to me and that he was sorry. The "Betrayal" completely shattered my trust in religion and left me faithless to anything and ruined my thoughts on what is real and what isn't.
Both Josh and Sam have done what they could to be my friend. Both of them have had my trust and only Sam broke it, and Josh does work more in the guild.
I can't side, I don't want to side, and I refuse to side with anyone, sorry.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 8:29 pm
I'm sure I'm not the only one that's tired of hearing about him. Can't we all just agree that he's dead to us? It's good that you've posted how this all came about and such, but it's obvious that he doesn't want back in and few others want him back in.
I know I certainly don't want a "teacher" that acts like that.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 8:41 pm
Obscurus I'm sure I'm not the only one that's tired of hearing about him. Can't we all just agree that he's dead to us? It's good that you've posted how this all came about and such, but it's obvious that he doesn't want back in and few others want him back in. I know I certainly don't want a "teacher" that acts like that. True. But I would rather talk about it too much than not enough. I will have no man accuse me of prejudice or heavyhandedness, because I do everything it takes to let the truth be known.
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 9:46 pm
Reading what he said caused me to twitch. and I'm now resisting the urge to go through and correct everything he said. >.<
I agree. Let's just leave it at he's stupid and dead. Oh, and that he has no hope to learn.
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Posted: Thu Jun 07, 2007 9:57 am
i understand your anger and mistrust towards him but give him one more chance to prove himself and after that you can truly judge him. Or get him to make the video and if he does then let him in. I still have some trust for him. Perhaps both sides are in the wrong in some places.
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