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 Posted: Sun Mar 11, 2007 9:56 pm
I know for some this will come as a surprise and others will think I knew it but I cant live a lie such as the one I am.
I am no angel nor is my stories of God and heaven true.
Please accept my apollogies that I am sorry for lieing to you all.
I relised that I was taking it too far and my mental condition was getting worse over time.
I wish to start over and explain who I REALLY am.
My name is Samuel Israel Root Jr. I am 18 years old and live with my mom. I first learned about magick and such around 13 from a website and then after a year or so of research I learned how to astral project and once I was there I located the astral lybrary and study alot of the books and information there. Around 14 or 15 I started lieing about who I was becuase nobody would listen to me and eventually I started believing my lies and went "crazy" and became a total a**.
Everything I have taught is true. I do know alot about magick and metaphysics.
I am truely sorry about all this and hope you can understand that I just want to teach now and I realy want to stop this BS I have been saying.
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Posted: Sun Mar 11, 2007 10:48 pm
S'kai, happens to the best of us, chief. So long as you only teach the gospel truth (ooo, bad metaphor there. XD), you can lie about yourself as much as you like.
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 9:12 am
^_^ No worries, my friend. All of us have times where we try to be something else, often failing miserably or succeeding at the cost of killing ourselves inside. To be ourselves, wholly and honestly, is one of the hardest things to do in this world. It's human nature to be social and desire to be part of a group, and I'm still amazed at the lengths we will go to to do so.
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 10:29 am
i must say that i almost belived you but i know you weren't intending anyone misfortune therefore you are forgiven.
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 12:26 pm
It takes a big pair to 'fess up publicly. Assuming, of course, that it's true. Your best bet is to hang about, be steadfastly honest about yourself and what you do/know, and let people get to know and trust you as yourself. Thanks for having a go at a clean slate, and good luck.
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 12:36 pm
Yvaine It takes a big pair to 'fess up publicly. Assuming, of course, that it's true. Your best bet is to hang about, be steadfastly honest about yourself and what you do/know, and let people get to know and trust you as yourself. Thanks for having a go at a clean slate, and good luck. Although not entirely relevant, I started giggling heavily at "a big pair" after imagining FL's avatar with a huge rack, then I realised you probably meant the /other/ bulbous spheres.
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 2:33 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 3:47 pm
Hey, we psis are one messed-up bunch of people...but we're still psi. If you're being completely honest now, then you've done a tremendously admireable thing by admitting it publically.
There's no point in this community in making yourself out to be something other than what you really and truly are...we're pretty much all weird enough as it is without exaggerating, and there's no contest of ultimate weirdness going on. Respect is earned through action--the one you just took is a big step in that direction.
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 4:03 pm
I knew it all along, I hardly believe any person has the spirit of an angel or any of that far fetched stuff. But it's good that you at least admitted it. *high five*
Maybe you'll be an inspiration for the other people *cough*atomisk*cough*to fess up. :]
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 4:10 pm
This isn't an invitation to believe that all Otherkin are lying or delusional, now. I know Angelkin. The point is that it's not any great important thing whether someone's 'kin or not.
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 4:21 pm
While I can't say I'm suprised that you were lying, I am suprised that you did 'fess up. That's a bigger step in that "positive direction" than I ever expected. So I'm assuming this marks a big change in the way of Sam?
Oh, I do have one question, though. If you really did start believing your own lies and "went crazy," what made you realize that you were indeed fabricating this entire situation? In other words, what provoked this confession?
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 4:42 pm
Thats some pair of cajones you got there, hombre. I never would have guessed you were lying about yourself, seeing as I never knew anything about you, but all the same, good job, boi.
And while we're at the confesional, I'm not latina. D:
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 5:08 pm
WingedWolfPsion This isn't an invitation to believe that all Otherkin are lying or delusional, now. I know Angelkin. The point is that it's not any great important thing whether someone's 'kin or not. Well, im not saying all are fake. Im just saying I doubt all that, "I am a chosen one and ive been to heaven, and I will save the world *egotrip, egotrip*".
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 6:19 pm
a**l Jesus WingedWolfPsion This isn't an invitation to believe that all Otherkin are lying or delusional, now. I know Angelkin. The point is that it's not any great important thing whether someone's 'kin or not. Well, im not saying all are fake. Im just saying I doubt all that, "I am a chosen one and ive been to heaven, and I will save the world *egotrip, egotrip*".
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Posted: Mon Mar 12, 2007 7:45 pm
DrasBrisingr While I can't say I'm suprised that you were lying, I am suprised that you did 'fess up. That's a bigger step in that "positive direction" than I ever expected. So I'm assuming this marks a big change in the way of Sam? Oh, I do have one question, though. If you really did start believing your own lies and "went crazy," what made you realize that you were indeed fabricating this entire situation? In other words, what provoked this confession? It takes a bit of insanity to relise your insane. I dont really know why I kinda snaped out of it I just was like "Im fed up with all this BS I have to deal with and then relised if I just told the truth alot of the BS would just go away. Now I would like to make everyone knows I still am an expert in alot of fields I am just not an angel.
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